Bizkut)(Warcry

NIkon D80

2011-05-02T02:16:00.002+08:00

Just bought and played with my D80. kinda fun. cool. but im still learning. manage to get a few cool shots. the one i took yesterday night was great. haha. anyway i just write here is because i wana get my wishlist updated. there are a couple of things i wish to buy before i start saving

WISHLIST

1) adidas/nike indoor soccer shoes.

2) casual shoe.

3) new jeans/pants.

4) Bike practical.

Things to pay:

1) monthly phone bills $50

2) car insurance. $80

alright! dats all.

Cheers! :D

UPDATES!!!

2011-04-25T19:58:00.005+08:00

yeah. its been a few months since ive updated my blog. been too busy or plain lazy to update lah. haha.

anyway, the last time i updated was back in january... the week before poc. that was super long. months has passed. and im already into my 7th month in the army. can say i enjoyed myself lots. so many good memories so many good friends. but most of my great friends in oeti have all gone now. to different units. so sad.

i got posted to 9amb. bedok 93fmw. the most shiong workshop in singapore. -some ppl say. bt 1 month had passed in bedok camp. not bad so far... but the workshop ic cannot tahan ah. very demanding.. jialat!

I somehow got along with new friends fairly well esp my section. haha

today is half day off. we got cohesion day at east coast park in the morning. haha

its been a long time since i update my wishlist. nowadays ive been spending lots ever since i upgraded my atm ard to posb go card. which means i can do online banking. and also online shopping! also money has been depleting badly... die die die. nvm. next week gst money come. so no prob.

Wishlist update:

1) Nikon D80 with lens and battery etc etc: $650 from heider.

2) New t shirts/polo t./jeans/pants - will set aside $50

3) Nike gym bag. - $19

4) Camera Bag:

5) HD TV: $250

6) Bike prac:

GST + allowance = 700 + 400 = 1100 not bad.... but 650 gone on the 1st day! haha.

anyway, nvm cant wait for this week to end. gst money on monday. and monday is labour day holiday. syiokk!

alright! dats all.

Cheers! :D

NS!!!

2010-12-27T11:35:00.003+08:00

yeah... almost 2 months into NS and i got to say NS is quite fun. been enjoying most of it so far...

frm MOHAWK to OETI.... love the peeps over there. next week is my poc. cant wait!

so 2010 is going to be over soon. I guess i will remember 2010 a lot. cos its been a pleasant journey. made tons of great friends along the way. i think beginning of 2010 i got only 300 plus friends of fb. and at the end of it i probably have gained 300 plus more. so total 600. haha!! plus 2010 is the turn of a new chapter for me. learned and gained so much in this year due to my free time while waiting for NS. it totally changed me drastically...

I have so much to tell. if you could recall i did write a post in december/january last year that 2010 will be an eventful year for me... and hell yeah it was!! haiz.... 2010 has been such a memorable year for me. looking back at all those tagged pics on my fb. 3/4 of it was frm 2010... haiz.... i really wish all these will happen again. oh well.....

i hope 2011 will be great! if not better...

anyway, thanks to everyone for making my 2010 superb!

"singaporean man cannot make it lah"

2010-10-13T03:04:00.005+08:00

Some note i saw on fb... kinda funny... but a food for thought too!!

So here it is....:

Singaporean girls like to use the phrase "cannot make it" to describe Singaporean men. They wrinkle their noses and act all surprised when you suggest, ever so gently, that perhaps Singaporean Male X might be a suitable mate. "Huh?? Cannot make it lah, he." A few years later they marry Singaporean Male Y, who looks and sounds exactly the same as Singaporean Male X.

Why are Singaporean men all so ostensibly "cannot make it"? I do not know the answer to this question, for I am reasonable. However, I do have suggestions for the men. To become a "can make it" Singaporean male (without having to resort to plastic surgery), one must achieve a certain level of competence at the activities I shall be listing out below. Ours is a small, closed society; the traits that mark one out for worthwhile reproduction are easily and quickly discernible, if one pays proper attention.

1. Must be good at computers and computer games

Strangely, being good at computer games appears to be more impressive to the average Singaporean female. If you are good at computers only, you are taken advantage of for most part. If you are good at computer games, however, you are a badass potential protector. Compare:

You: OK, upgraded to Windows 7 already.
Girl: Thanks so much! (thinks: the software did everything.)
You: You're welcome.
Girl: Can help me install antivirus?

with

You: ALL RIGHT 25 KILLSTREAK!
Girl: Huh?
You: Nothing. I just kicked your boyfriend's ass.
Girl: Orh. (stands over shoulder and watches very fast paced game and thinks: aiyah why my boyfriend so lousy.) Can help me install Windows?
You: Sorry not interested, I am aiming for 35 killstreak
Girl: (subconsciously registers lack of punctuation as sexy) Oh. Kill kill kill ... so manly.

As a general rule, the hierarchy is such: first-person shooter, versus fighter, real-time strategy, turn-based strategy and then everything else. MMORPGs occupy a value system of their own, but in general their gentle learning curve reduce street cred. Angry Birds and Bejewelled FTW for now though.

2. Must be good at pool

There is nothing else to do in Singapore. Get good at it, you will be spending a lot of time in these places. Don't just chalk your stick - chalk some victories while you're at it. Ah-lians will be watching.

Must-learns: jump-shot, English, doubles.

3. Must be good at one team sport

So that you will look good next to the other doddering dodos. Football obviously occupies top spot, but basketball and water polo work too. Volleyball is for girls.

Girls find it easier to come down to support team sports, because they can rationalize their conduct diffusely: "I'm here for the TEAM." Let them have this. You know what they're thinking when you're ... scoring.

4. Must be good at one individual sport

While girls find it harder to support these because you are alone and therefore very bo sei for them to come all the way down, the simple fact that you are involved in some sport somewhere is already very "can make it". Walk around with your lacrosse bag slung over your shoulder or your tennis shoes carelessly dangling from your backpack. When they ask about your sport, just make vague references and knowingly use terms of art.

Girl: Where are you going?
You: Oh, practice.
Girl: What practice?
You: Kallang ... today we're doing slice serves.
Girl: *tingle down spine* Ohhh.

Few other people will be able to challenge your authority, since these are individual, recherche pursuits. Exploit the opportunity.

To avoid: ping-pong, badminton (everyone thinks they can play these)

5. Must be musical

GUITAR for individual, DRUMS in a band. Girls are quite dumb one and they like to see action jackson. You bang bang the drum, they happy. You stand around and pluck a few strings, nobody knows what you're doing. Of course, if you are going to do the serenading thing, it will be guitar without question.

Tip: When serenading, pretend to be practising (when you actually practice sui sui at home already). Always choose a current song, so people will bite. If you play More Than Words for the 238645823648243234th time, people confirm lose interest one. And don't look at anybody when singing, otherwise they will feel that you are "invading" them. Don't "invade" anybody. Just let them listen to your ostensibly unassuming music. Confirm plus guarantee plus chop will have results.

6. Must be able to do math

A guy who cannot do maths is like an eunuch. He is not a man. In Singapore especially, even our girls are damn good at maths. So you better be super damn good, so you can explain to her how to divide her parts.

One better: PHYSICS. For some reason, applied stuff is harder for girls. So take physics and ace it. Then later on, toss in puns about how you two have such great chemistry, you want to explore the geography of her biography in a physical way. "Your body is a wonderland," you will coo. "Do you want to read my literature or should we just start making history?" Just don't show her your mother tongue.

7. Must have good sense of direction

A guy who has no sense of direction is a girl. The end.

8. Must drive and must be good driver

DRIVE. And for fuck's sake, practice that parallel parking thing. Girls always tell themselves that they are not lousier drivers, just more careful/cautious/whatever. But despite that ALL OF THEM STILL CANNOT FREAKING PARALLEL PARK. Become tok kong at this, heighten the gender difference, enhance the sexual tension. Ooh yeah baby.

By the way, European marques please. The Singaporean lady does not want to be seen rolling in a Hyundai.

9. Must be laconic and listen to her drivel

Ya. It helps. Srsly.

Singaporean girls think they are really interesting, and maybe they are. Who knows? We aren't really listening. But you don't really have to - just nod every 10 seconds. And then say, "Really ah." I just did this today. It is fricking awesome. You can abidicate responsbility for having a brain.

The bottom line is that by keeping silent, you allow her to project her preferred self-image onto you. She is interesting, so therefore you must be interesting, since you are absorbing her everything. How cool is that? I love lady logic.

10. Must know DIY

"I hammered her and her friend last night, we had a good screw. Talk about nailing two in one night! Of course I bolted the next day, but I will always be ready when their pipes need further unclogging."

Euphemisms aside, you must know DIY because other penises will try to undermine you with their own DIY knowledge. Especially contractors who overcharge. If you are fleeced in any DIY-related matter, you are not a man.

This is also perhaps the origin of the phrase "cannot make it" - a man who "can make it" can make ... things. With hands and tools. He probabaly also knows how to instruct the girl on how to rectify a swollen ball-cock.

11. Must speak dialect

My biggest regret, I cannot speak dialect. In lup-sup KTVs and Warrant Officer messes, I am the lowest of the low. With contractors, I am a freaking pony with "Kan Me" on my forehead. Why is dialect so important for the Singaporean male? Primarily, it establishes street cred. Denizens from below must look up to you before any female will find you worth apprising. Importantly, also, dialect is crass; crassness establishes contrast, and in contrast we find admiration.

12. Must not be below PES B

Or at least finish normal BMT like everyone else. Nobody really knows whether OCS or SISPEC is tougher, so you can elide that easily.

If you had a buay gan army life, try not to talk about it at all. Girls know one. They all have "a friend" who was a commando-officer-parakeet. They will compare you like they compare their Prada bag with the other girl's Miu Miu. Don't become an object!

If you were a star in the army, also don't talk too much about it. Girls just want to know that you were good, and that you were not a jellyfish. The rest is still for you to prove - funny, rich, smart etc. Prove it.

13. Must have "ambition" and "passion"

Most Singaporean girls have a vague notion that their man should be "successful" or aim for success of some sort. For themselves, they have less concrete ambitions. Use this to your advantage. However, only hint (not talk) about your plans. For instance:

Girl: So, what's next for you?
You: I've had several offers ... well, we'll just see where it goes. I have a pretty clear idea of what I want though.
Girl: What's that?
You: Haha, it will bore you. Let's not talk about me. Do you like baby blue or pink?

Once they know you have "plans", they will stick with you, regardless of what those "plans" are. Make sure you always have "an idea" of what you are going to do. When in doubt, obfuscate and pass off a successful person's life as your own.

14. Must say nearly every other girl is "cannot make it"

This is by far the MOST IMPORTANT ITEM on the list. Singaporean girls like a guy who has "standards". Secretly, the standard for every girl is HERSELF. This is not a cardinal scale, there is no relativity. Instead, on this mystery scale there is THE GIRL IN QUESTION, and then EVERY OTHER FEMALE ON EARTH. She will make cursory concessions for Angelina Jolie and Megan Fox (the latter usually grudgingly), of course, but DO NOT BE FOOLED. She just wants you to think that SHE is the prettiest and THAT IS IT!!!

If, however, you are unable to lie barefacedly, you might want to go with a less extreme approach. You must say that girls SHE LIKES AS PEOPLE are pretty. NEVER SAY THAT PRETTY GIRLS ARE PRETTY! Girls are unable to divorce looks from personality. It would be unwise to do so, therefore, in their presence. A good sample discussion would run as follows:

Girl: Do you think Girl X (ugly but liked) is pretty?
You: Yes, she has a certain je ne sais quoi that I find charming.
Girl: (pleased) Really ah? I think so too! Not like that Girl Y (pretty but disliked).
You: Oh, Girl Y. Cannot make it lah. Act cute buay cute.
Girl: (ready to give you blowjob liao) I ALSO SAY!

Have you ever noticed that girls thought pretty by other girls are really not pretty at all? And hot, sexy girls are almost always labelled "sluts", as if that were a bad thing? Important hint: Do not address the girl on these points. She does not want to confront her inner evolutionary demons.

Well, that's the list. A tall order? Yes, but a worthwhile endeavour, if we are not to lose all our women to the cast of The Last Airbender. We can make it one.

I think I score a good 13/14 out of this just bcos of number 12. hahahahaha! cos im in pes c. LOL!

hmmm.... foot for thought.

2010-09-27T02:43:00.002+08:00

i think ive explained my pes status in the previous post. i guess i'll write something new this time. probably something sort of, in-a-new-dimension sort of way.

i wanna talk about the recent 'liking' that i just begin to have. LOL!

suddenly, after all the working out and doing sports. i have began some sort of liking for girls who are athletic toned. really!! i mean these ppl look fit. i dont like girls who are too skinny or have flabby skin flabbing on their arms. even skinny and normal weight ppl sometimes have this. its sometimes quite gross to look at.

you see... what gets me really talking about this is that nowadays, eversince ive began intesifying my training regime, ive began to see more athletic toned women. furthermore, WWE NXT is now holding for rookie divas. one particular diva i absolutely like is kaitlyn, or her real name, celeste bonin. she is super muscular and super fit. and she got tight ass and big boobs. LOL! plus she is a real beauty. and she is only 23. LOL!

okay. Picture time!

Hot right???!!!! nicee! :D :D She doesn't know how to wrestle yet. but i bet she will get a great response and stay in wwe for long periods.

Next diva which is quite hot. but a bit of a bubbly n spunky type is AJ Lee.

Picture time!!!

She's quite a gd wrestler and she's got that asian look. naise!! :D

Next one is the best of them lot. its KELLY KELLY!! so nice u need to mention it twice!

Picture time!!! :D

Her pics are mostly bikini pics. cos she often models in bikini. LOL!

KELLY KELLY ITS YOU I WANT TO MARRY.

okay!! nuff said. Athletic women win!!!!!!

Cheers! :D

expenditure

2010-09-26T01:01:00.002+08:00

this week pretty busy with deals and also my medical condition. im diagnosed with a medical condition called ligamentous laxity, which means my ligaments throught my body is fairly weak and im more susceptible to injury. im undergoing physiotherapy at SGH now... yes. pretty bad. dats y.

i still cant believe the doctor said i tore 5 ligaments in one ankle. hahaha!!! its pretty terrible. he told me its lucky i did not broke that ankle cos he said he never come across a case like mine. LOL! terrible. really terrible!

okay. so i want to put up a list of my expenditures so far.....

1) bike helmet - $15

2) cateye cyclometer - $20

3) call of duty: world at war - $20

4) call of duty: modern warfare 1 - $20

5) adidas jabulani ball - $14

6) adidas spain shirt - $14

7) 2 topman t-shirts - $18

8) backpack - $12

9) spray paint - $3

10) medical bills: consultation - $40, physiotherapy - $30

11) bus fares - $40

Total = $246

whoa!! my yog money depleting fast already sia!!!!! dammit!!!

and i havent even bought fifa11. wth!!

Cheers! :D

Wishlist - updated!

2010-09-15T12:36:00.004+08:00

now its time to do some budget planning. okok. here it goes:

1) gym weights

2) Soccer shoes

3) NS phone - HTC snap non-camera

4) helmet

5) slicks

6) cyclometer

7) front lights

8) reflector tapes

9) DSLR camera

YAHOOOOO!

Cheers! :D

Wake Me Up When September Starts!

2010-09-01T01:08:00.010+08:00

been really thinking hard on what im gonna do during the 2 months after raya before NS.

I think i wont be working. I want to enjoy life ttm! this means going out. having fun. relaxing. not to mention, upping my fitness level. getting back into my program - and stick with it!

been really happy with my progress so far... in terms of workouts and muscle gains.

ive been able to feel good about my body now. I hear no more ppl calling me skinny or kering anymore, probably with the exception of nash(lembik). haha!

plus! been receiving positive comments and reviews. been really pleased with myself lately.

but recently i was shock that whenever i put on my watch, it is very loose and can spin 360 degrees around my wrist. that means i have been losing weight! losing weight for me = losing muscles!! cos i have little fat % in my body. dammit! this was due to fasting month and i havent been eating well after break fast. i used to eat 6 times too! even during fasting month. Plus! i haven't been working out for the past 3 weeks due to YOG and work!

so this leads to a detrimental effect on my body. been upset about it.

Also, everyday food isnt great. been boring. that's why my appetite has gone down. no mood to eat. and if there's food, it isn't great food. rice is no longer an option. been very upset about this. that is why i have been buying packets of food lately to succumb to my food pleasures.

Something i wanna share with u...

Someone recently asked me something: "what do you look for in a girl?"

I told em: "I just need her to be NICE."

She told me: "Great choice of words there.. whoaa... I love it!" she then told me it was a very NICE and pleasant statement and the word "nice" was very general. but still a great definition. I tell her, " yea. i didnt really think that deep like what u said.. cos its been with me for quite sometime now. but.... i somehow agree with u on that."

- "wahh! Alfi! not bad huhh?!!" HAHAHHAHAHA!!!

Speaking about "Alfi", i realised i have many different types of frens calling me by my name differently. its interesting to see it this way. u see....nowadays my new friends... or rather the ones i made in 2010 calls me "Alfi". hahaha! my poly frens calls me "yan". my secondary buddies calls me "fiyan" and my pri frens used to call me "oi!" or "yan". hahahahaha!

I dunno but it seems quite fun. at least for me... then when my so called "2010 frens" and my sec buddies get together and chat, they somehow got mixed up with who is fiyan and who is alfi. hahahaha! super funny lahh!! anyways... i dunno why but alfi makes me smile more than fiyan. maybe my 2010 frens have been in my happy thoughts all these while. or maybe i know that if someone calls me by "Alfi", there is a high percentage that that someone will be a girl.... Probably.........

Comex coming up in a few days. been eyeing on a dslr camera. very interested in it. thought that since these 2 months it will be me alone. or rather, i will be alone.... i should pick up a new hobby while still maintaining the rest. i plan to cycle to great destinations to take pictures. videos. etc etc. probably setting up a vlog or smething. cos my parents tahought of buying a video camera. and then i would buy a dslr cam. so yea.... kinda cool! :D

~~ So my updated wishlist:

~ 1) A DSLR Camera. seem so cool to have one. I wan! I wan! I wan!!!

~ 2) Gym weights. cos im progressing very well. so more weights!! now bidding for it on ebay. $60 for 60kg of weights. great deal. but the price will certainly rise. hope i can get my hands on it lah. saturday bidding ends. :(

~ 3) Video Camera. preferably a digicam.

~ 4) Contact lenses. been wanting to buy them since ages. and SP cheated me on this sia. bloody hell.

~ 5) New wardrobe. i bought 2 t shirts which i love soo much. and it costs me less than 10 bucks. yeah. me cheapo. but i like so much! also my mom gave away a few jerseys to my cousin. so i need to buy a new one. bought an england tee online. won the bid already. syiokk!

yea! hopefully september will be great for me. but i dont expect september to be as great as august! haha! but anything can happen. so cheerios! :D

Cheers! :D

WHY OH GEEE!!!!

2010-08-28T14:03:00.004+08:00

been busy these days with YOG and stuff. really really busy. no time to update.

YOG period has ben really great. The experience is just priceless. I was so much involved within this period from doing admins, to being involved in the competitions and events, interacting with the athletes, logistics, delivery of goods to the different venues, being with local and international volunteers, behind-the-scenes actions, watching the various competitions, SIP, not mentioning the great friends met, the fun, the laughter, all! It has been an invaluable experience never to be forgotten. If given another chance, i would really do it all over again. very sad all this has ended...

One of the most valuable experience was that i got to have a chat with some of the athletes and coaches and also some of the international volunteers. Ive learnt a lot from them. some of the stories shared are very very sad. the racial discriminations, although we here in singapore do not experience this kind of things, there is such things still exists elsewhere in the world. very sad. then there was their lives, their culture, very different and interesting. some atheletes cant even have proper training cos the facilities and sports science isnt that advanced. yet they still can win an olympic medal. amazing.

alex from france told me how people there ate. and how he just cant fill his stomach here in singapore. i LOLed when he told me that he had trouble going without food for 2 hours. hahaha!! no wonder these westerners are so big sized! haha!

Overall, i feel that the Olympic Spirit is around!

Besides this YOG period. Ramadan hasnt been that good for me. actually i think this is my worst ramadan to date! I have been missing terawih which i rarely miss at all in previous years. but good thing is that when i went, i managed to completed 20 rakaats. I think this year i skipped for 14 days so far, all due to work and YOG. :(

I havent been myself lately too. I do not know why, but i have been unexceptionally quiet. but although im quiet, everything has turned out very unexpectedly positive for me. been receiving great news from some girls. and speaking of girls, i think during this yog period, i have interacted with the feminine race more than what i did in my entire life!! The other time my friend saw me walking with a girl. then he took photo. nb! cos he say thats rare moment. hahahahaha!! HAH!! overall, quite happy with myself... LEVEL UP! +10

Later gonna meet up with FL at popeye's for iftar. gonna have a great time there. and predicted shah's gonna get a real beating cos he went club 4 times this holy month so far... i dunno what's up with him nowadays. but i know he gets super easily influenced and doesn't have his mind of his own. probably he forgets his roots... i dunno lah! somehow i feel responsible for him being like this but i can only pray he will get better.

Cheers! :D

I dunno why...

2010-08-04T01:17:00.001+08:00

. i dunno why time flies soo fast when you're having soo much fun.

. i dunno why nowadays im so into swimming.

. i dunno why nowadays im so on about getting myself built.

. i dunno why nowadays im so vain.

. i dunno why now my clothes seem to not want to fit me perfectly anymore.

. i dunno why now i have a full grown moustache and a beard.

. i dunno why now i always need to go and shit like every 6 hours.

. i dunno why now i always need to go and pee like every 30 mins.

. i dunno why nowadays my t shirts are either too short but of the right size. or too long but of the wrong size. never in the middle.

. i dunno why yog is nearing and im soooo excited.

. i dunno why last friday din spoiled my evening.

. i dunno why nowadays people like to spoil my plans.

. i dunno why she go n cut till nice nice.

. i dunno why last time i decided to go half botak.

. i dunno why last time i decided to cut my bangs.

. i dunno why avenged sevenfold's new album is really nice.

. i dunno why now linkin park like shyt. probably their genre for their next album would be: dance.

. i dunno why nowadays im soo into lyrical songs.

. i dunno why nowadays im like singing everywhere.

. i dunno why im so like dat.

. i dunno why im a call roomer for yog.

. i dunno why im chosen to be a call roomer for yog cos i do not know at all their procedures.

. i dunno why call roomers need to be at the stadium more than 2 hours before hand. pointless.

. i dunno whether i will get my chance during the yog event. probably yes. probably no. i dunno. i really dont. but pray hard i will get my chance. ^^,

. i dunno why through it all i made my mistakes. i stumble and fall.

. i dunno why i want you to know. with everything i wont let this go.

. i dunno why these words are my heart and soul.

. i dunno why i hold on to these moments and i wont let go.

. i dunno why i dont want these moment to ever end.

. i dunno why i dunno why i dunno why i dunno why LAHHH!!!

Cheers! :'(

Give reviews about the players playing last sunday..strengths and weaknesses and overall rating out of 10..

2010-07-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

Match Report: The team played really well and the normal teamwork from the courts is there although it is our 1st field game together...

I'll only comment on the outstanding ones though...

GK - Azam. Rating 10/10
He was one of the ones that impresses me the most. surprisingly he was very focused and won many 1-on-1s. He should get his clean sheet cos the 2 goals can be avoided.

CB - Zuhri. Rating 10/10
He's the commanding centre back. Like Gallas. Determination. Remembered a time when the opponent was 1-on-1 with keeper, Zuhri dashed and manage to get in a last minute tackle.

ST - Hattri. Rating 10/10
Scored 7 goals and could have more. What more can i say...

CM - Hakim. Rating 9/10
Wasn't one of his best cicak days. but was the midfield general on that day. Excellent work!

LWM - Irfan. Rating 8.5/10
Made brilliant runs down the left wing. Created problems for their RB. A team player. Got the opening goal.

Alright. thats all. More matches coming up!! can't wait!

Better ask now before its too late!

Congratu-lah-ti-on!!!

2010-07-16T01:40:00.002+08:00

This past week...err... i guess this is the only week so far during my holidays that ive spent most of the time at home. yeah. and it seems that when im at home, the motivation to train increases.

been training real hard for NS. and yeahh!! i finally surpassed that mark! yes that mark!!

27cm in january. now 32cm. wth!!! and increase of 5cm. and its around my biceps n triceps.

whats best is that its soo defined. unlike zaki, shah and dins muscles, my muscles are powerpack. everywhere from my chest, shoulders and arms, although i have got to admit that i have smaller built to theirs, but mine are so defined. if i pack on a bit more muscles, i probably can audition for mens health magazine as a cover model. HAHA! yeah. its true.

din, zaki n shah will never get my lean body unless they shed their excessive fat. i dunno why they always brag about how big their muscles are.... bullshit! its not muscles!! theyve got it all wrong! inside their body there's layers of fat!! so it looks big. big but not defined. unlike mine. hehe. *winks* ^^,

i just calculated my body fat percentage. its just nearing 5%. which means i literally have little fat in my body. its good cos this means im athletic and it means that what improvements i see in my body are pure muscles! not fat! wohoooo!

but unfortunately, my weight has remained stagnant eversince dunno when. it still doesnt want to change. its been about 54kg since about 2 months ago. maybe my weighing scale is spoilt or what i dunno lah. haha!

but whatever it is im gonna rejoice by eating ramlee burger and indulge on cookies and cream ice cream. so syiokkk laaaahhhh!!!!!

Cheers! :D

workout

2010-07-10T14:10:00.003+08:00

just proceeded on to the next stage in my workout sessions. everytime when there is a change i will stutter as my body havent gotten used to it yet. so i managed to complete the workout. its damn challenging lar...

here is my program:

Muscle Building Exercise	Sets	Reps	Rest:
1a: Bench Press	3	5-8
1b: Weighted Pullups	3	5-8	2 min
2a: Military Press	3	5-8
2b: 1-Arm Dumbbell Row	3	5-8	2 min
3a: Tricep Dip	2	8-12
3b: Hammer Curl	2	8-12	2 min
4a: Barbell Wrist Curl	2	10-20
4b: Barbell Reverse Wrist Curl	2	10-20	2 min

U see... what damns me the most in this program is the weighted pull ups. plus both workouts of military press and 1 arm db row, both of which i hate to do, comes as a superset. WOAH!! jialat ah like this. id rather do weighted pullups lah! hahaha

for weighted pullups i strap my 6kg ankle weights to my body. and i managed to pull 8 times. that itself is a woah! hahaha! not bad. i seriously dont think i can pull that much at 1st. but i did it! :D

very happy with my progress lah. but what im not happy is with my diet. it seems everyday this week i have eaten fast food. damn man! cannot like this lah. :(

last week been busy with work and my mum's birthday. haha. work was great. but becoming an umpire sux big time. my thighs were sore after the whole 2 days man. cos my job is ti just stand there. damn. but at least i got to see see..... ^^,

yesterday went to watch twilight eclipse with.... err.... shah. -.-" it seems that he booked me first this year. so sorry friends who previous years went together with me... so too bad ah. hahaha!

after dat we got a mini fl reunion without din n yad. after dat shah n zaki went to my house to watch young frankenstein and laughed ever so hard. HAHAHA!!

Cheers! :D

Progress!!!

2010-07-07T01:56:00.002+08:00

YAY!! My fitness level have skyrocketed ever since i started gyming and working out intensively again.

Alfiyan 4 months back:

1) Size XS shirts

2) arm(biceps n triceps) circumference: 27cm

3) can complete 6 standard pull ups only.

4) can do less than 10 standard push ups.

5) puny tricep muscle visible.

6) barely there chest and back muscles.

Alfiyan NOW!!! :

1) Size S shirts

2) arm circumference: 30.5cm

3) can complete 12 standard pull ups

4) can complete 25 diamond pushups without stopping.

5) tricep muscles. ITS THERE!!!

6) i can flex my chest muscles and its visible! plus i have grown in width thanks to my back muscles and shoulders.

really proud of myself lately. but unfortunately i have grown in height too! dammit! dats one of the reason now im an S instead of an XS in terms of shirt size. XS feels so tight now. probably due to my shoulders lah. now i need to buy a new wardrobe. dang!!

but i still need to do lower body workouts. havent been doing them for awhile. i have visible chest muscles but barely there abs. so cannot! must train. probably i shall train my abs starting tmr lah. haha!

freestyle progress hasnt been great. i want to completely heal my ankle first. before proceeding to learn other moves. cos my ankle has been a burden to me. but slowly lah.

now i have to set new goals for working out. maybe my goal is to have the body of a menshealth cover guy. thats my long term goal. probably after BMT or maybe before BMT. so hehe...

but for short term goals im not sure yet.... :( maybe ill post it on my next post. time to watch oranje defeat the uruguayans!!!! :D

Cheers! :D

youth of yesterday

2010-07-05T16:33:00.002+08:00

You're always ending up at the bottom Oh you're thinking it over, you're thinking it over The life you've given up left you hollow Oh it's too late to start over  Don't you know your life's your own mistake? Don't blame me  You are the youth of yesterday, sorry Don't take it out on me We are the youth of a new day, sorry Don't take it out You stumbled through the land of lost and broken dreams Can't you see you're bottled up beyond belief? Don't blame me, don't blame me  Another day has gone, time for healing Oh you're thinking it over, you're thinking it over You live the past away now it's revealing Oh it's too late to start over  You are the youth of yesterday, sorry I feel sorry for you, sorry for you 'Cause this is the life you've wasted And you are the one to blame for it Don't take it out on me 'Cause you are the one to blame for it

- for my pal.... :D

time to update!

2010-06-28T01:56:00.002+08:00

yess. its finally time to update.

yeah. this past few days has been great for me except that i lost my slipper at the mosque on friday. dang! haha. small matter though.

these few days been 'finding' new ppl to lepak with. just now lepak with lutfi and syairazi after soccer. was fun with them. haha. i learnt that besides freestyle, me and lutfi have more things in common. and obviously syai and us love to bastard ppl. hahaha! syiok.

while walking home, a kitten was following me. actually i didnt realise that until i was at the lift lobby. it was frail and limping and want food. so i brought it home. now it's sleeping at the corridor beside my room. how cute.

soccer has been great this past few days. been trying my luck to blend in with different people. especially with mbbs. their playing style is exactly the opposite as with bv street stylerz. so im just trying to blend in lah. haha. hope to learn a few stuff. cos my defending skills have been stagnant. maybe they can learn from my playmaking capabilities.

next, FL planning to go overseas. so syiok! but dunno when and where exactly. haha. and now we have more activities planned. so gerek ah. haha!

alrite. okay! best!

Cheers! :D

u talk abt soccer like u are so good.i think u post this qns urself.cos u criticise others ,bt not urself

2010-06-25T01:55:00.001+08:00

hmmm... first of all i dont post questions to myself. wth! who in the right frame of mind would do that?? u think im dat bored issit!! all 45+ questions are people or my frens post one okayy!

ok next. u said i talk abt soccer as if im so good. HAHA!! im not! but at least i am helping or want to help people who wants to be good in soccer. hey! i learn whatever i can how maybe it little or a lot, i try my best to give back to the society. dats my ambition. thats my goal. i feel useless if i cant help another man. unlike you. sit around commenting on my post. at least im doing something, my fren. heck! im even happier to conduct free soccer clinics and impart whatever knowledge i have abt soccer to others who WANT to learn. :)

next. did i ever criticise anybody in my posts? really?? i doubt i dod criticise anybody directly. if i did it indirectly im really sorry. but im sure it wasnt meant to be that way ure thinking. cos the previous question was abt who the best dribbler is. the best is farid/hakim/ab. so really i dont understand the need to criticise myself in that question. and i answered i perfectly, in relation to the question too! plus. did u notice i do write "- at least for me!" at the end. this shows that this is MY perception/view of the situation. u may have other thoughts or views. its fine. but im stating my opinions and views. dpdp lah. different people different perceptions. no right or wrong there.

if u still unhappy post another qn why. ill be glad to answer u. but i will not entertain any silly/offensive/racist/'unclean' questions. pls keep my page clean people!

anyway, i think i know who u are. bt its ok. im fine with it! im sorry again if i did hurt u.

Cheers! :D

Better ask now before its too late!

Choose one, be a gay with Fernando torres or marry a ugly girl that looks like ET...

2010-06-23T01:03:00.001+08:00

HAHA! good question. i love this sort of qns btw. makes you think. HARD! but very tough though...

but if i shall pick one i choose to be a gay with fernando torres. cos of money, popularity and i can learn from him soccer skills. hehe. not denying the fact he's handsome too. i think not only girls agree with me here. cmon!

Better ask now before its too late!

How do you feel being part of BV Street Stylerz? (Let the world knows it)

2010-06-18T01:24:00.001+08:00

Whoa! since you put it as "LET THE WORLD KNOW IT", ill post this on blogger, fb and twitter lah!! haha!!

BV Street Stylerz, very proud of the HERITAGE, the PEOPLE, the LIFESTYLE. Very proud to be amongst one of them. Still very glad I joined them about 3 years ago. Was the youngest recruit back then before azam overtook me. Haha.

To Rule, With Style.<--- Thats our motto!

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Freestyling and stuff

2010-06-13T22:17:00.000+08:00

woah. havent been updating my blog for quite a while now... been busy with stuff.

just recently bought a creative zen x-fi style at the pc show. $189 for 16gb. its worth it. den spent on some hell of a speaker. i dont call it as a headphone. cos although it looks like a headphone, it is sooo darn loud. man. i likeeeeeee! plus is super stylish. its the retractable kind. damn cool.

the reason i bought the player was bcos my creative microphoto is already 5 years old. and although its still in playable condition, its having minor problems here n there. so not to 'risk' anything. haha.

the next reason was bcos it can store videos. i really need videos cos of my new passion. FREESTYLE soccer. im gonna download vids into it and learn whenever and wherever i can.

speaking of freestyle... i finally get it underway with ground moves. lutfi taught me some. and i practiced it at home. damn syiok. just now practiced a lil bit. and i got it! haha. well done yan!

yesterday played soccer at bv with bv street stylerz. damn cool. we played simply beautiful football. im so proud of myself cos although im still injured. im already back to my best!! in fact i was better than my best. i have improved!! i managed to do some ground moves in game and perfect it... my assists was much much much more solid. dunno how many assists i got dat day. so proud. haha. i will not be complacent. dis wed i will be back. hope i can play exactly like that again. syiok ah!

alright! i wana share with you some pics we took at ion orchard yesterday with the Urban Street Team Singapore. now hope to hang around with them more. so fun! being with them just makes me inspired to learn freestyle more.

here are the pics:

Me, lutfi and the Urban Street Team. they're are simply amazing at freestyling. hope to be able to join them soon! haha! :D

alright! thats all!

Cheers! :D

Who is your best soccer partner when you play soccer?

2010-06-07T00:44:00.001+08:00

good question. i dun call it as 'partner' though. i rather call it as we have a better understanding of how we play together. so, the best defending partner would be nizam. and the best attacking partner would be irfan. :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

why dont you have a girlfriend?

2010-06-06T14:32:00.001+08:00

its a long story. but to make it short... Cos i want to enjoy and accomplish the things that i want to do 1st before settling down. so i can spend the whole time with her. and her only. get it? good question btw. wonder who sent me this question. :D

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Contemplating

2010-05-28T01:21:00.007+08:00

I was caught. 3/4 of my mind wasn't there. i was actually thinking about something... or rather...... someone. and yea... i genuinely felt quite sad.

maybe nash was right......

Cheers! :D

miss you

2010-05-26T02:10:00.003+08:00

this week had been a great week. very busy... lots of private stuff going on... which im definitely not going to mention here... those who got my private blog u can go there... its going to be up soon....

the week started on wed. we played soccer as usual. but im still not back to my best. thurs i forgot what did i do...

the fun really got started on fri. FL had an outing... a new outing... to go prawning. haha!!

pic here:

this pic kinda cool though... hahaha!! that was the biggest we caught...

Seriously the outing was a great experience...

okay... going back to wednesday. there was actually a briefing about YOG which i was selected to go... but unfortunately i was too tired to go due to soccer... so i didnt go. since i didnt go, i really thought i wasnt selected. but on thurs around midnight, fionne told me one of the best news in recent times... haha! she told me to check my email. tadaaaa!!!! there it was... there was a mail in my inbox that said i was required to come... wah! pheww!! lucky she told me. or else money wouldnt be rolling man. haha.

ok. so.... since it was last min... and the outing for prawning already been planned... so die lah. die die must go for both. after prawning... went back at 4.15am... checked my fb, bathe and leave. no time to sleep. went YOG half-asleep. i regretted this so much man( cos of private stuff). shittz... but nvm. i had a great morning session. cos it ended at 9.15am. its like 2 hrs of working only... haha! the break was super long and i went back home just to sleep. at 5pm report back to work. haha.

sunday was the same routine. but more fun! during the break i travelled to queensway shopping ctr to look for a new shoe. i found one. but didnt buy it. haha!

ytd shah n zak came my hse played guitar hero frm evening till late night. hahaha! super fun. haha!

just now went shopping... bought myself a new shoe... hehe. Adidas top sala X. its meant as a casual as well as soccer shoe(in times of need. haha!). i love it cos it looked like an adizero plus a soccer shoe... plus the design is super cool.

here is the pic:

cool huh? haha!

this shoe cost me 75 bucks and i sooo love it! gonna wear it tmr. not for soccer though! haha!

alright!

dats all guys.... i will be updating my private blog tmr or maybe on thurs. its gonna be epic!! hehe.

Cheers! :D

Alfiyan the ultimate freestyler... ccheyy deh bahh!!

2010-05-17T02:57:00.003+08:00

wah. work was shit. currently dont want to talk abt that.... makes me sad only.

just finished cleaning up my room which was totally unaccessible from friday. with that meant that i cant even walk around my room without ever stepping onto something. ahaha. thats how bad it was.

Reason: mom just bought a new giant wardrobe. so got to clear all the clothes from the previous wardrobe to the new one. wah!

finally everything's sorted out. tmr ill be doing some room cleaning and some little bit of tidying to do and everything should be great. will be looking out for cool shit stickers to put on my wardrobe. haha!

oklah. ill talk something about work that pleases me. my work involves planning for a futsal competition. we hired a group of freestylers to perform during the break. after their performance i managed to interact with them. that guy rikki is super friendly. i spoke to him about my interest and passion for this freestyle football. den he told me a lot. we had quite a conversation. he asked me to join them at city hall and train and practice as a group. i was so honoured. we exchanged contacts and ill go there someday.

but first i need to polish on my basics 1st. luckily just now i found lutfi. you know... azam's friend. yeah. i didnt know he love freestyling. so we'll gonna go practice together 1st after his exams and maybe when we get everything okay already... then we'll go to city hall and join the REAL deal. haha!! hope my dream will come true... haha

i know last time i dreamt that i can be the best guitarists. but that interest seriously died down cos 1stly it costs $$. lots of it. and its shit. plus nowadays every where u go u see people holding or carrying a guitar.. too many people. no originality. at that time when im interested i see no one holding a guitar. now naah!

i shall turn to freestyle football. i just love the way these pros carry around their bags. and with a ball wherever they go. so coooool!! i dream to be great in freestyling. i truly hope i can be one. i will be one!! insyaallah!

tmr i shall start my training!

wohooo!!

Cheers! :D

2weeks...

2010-05-14T01:48:00.002+08:00

its been 2 weeks plus since i played soccer with bv street stylerz... damn sian. rehabilitation has been great so far... maybe returning to action next week. i think this injury is not as serious as the dude's injury lah. dat one i took 2 months to fully recover...

haiz... i think i might be like rooney or fabregas lah... haha! after a few months injury free, body cannot take its toll then injured ah. my body calls it's time for a rest. same like rooney and fabregas. haha!!

ok so just now 1st day at work was great but i think i can become botak already... cos im the IC... den woah. lots of things to remember siolz.... can die sia. haha. then on my 1st day i got myself into a meeting with a few directors and managers... which im totally not prepared for esp on my 1st day!!! but luckily due to my experience... i can handle lah. no problem. i even did some suggestions. plus i created some joke amongst that tense atmospehere. haha. great job alfiyan! wohooo!!

ok lah. dis is a super short post. tmr working lah. so dun wan to write so long. tmr long day lah! haha.

okk

Cheers! :D

Injured - Rehabilitation

2010-05-02T02:17:00.004+08:00

Last thurs played soccer with FL and zak's friends smewhere around amk.

wasnt pleased with my performance at all... haha. bt heck care ah. haha. last wed played soccer after work too.

from this 2 days, i learnt that i cant perform to my best of my abilities if there aren't teammates that can manage my passes or know how i play. im not here to brag or what. cos if my team need to be doing well, they have to score. cos i cant be depended upon to score, although im capable to do so in times of need. im known to provide, or rather being the playmaker of the team. so, its my job to provide n urs to score. not pointing fingers to anyone and like i said, im not here to brag. but i just feel that playing with people who doesnt know my style of play affects my performances badly and i hate it when i do not perform better.

playing with BVss is so different. they know my style. im the middleman. they pass me. i look for spaces for them to score and love to provide that no-need-to-break-a-stride pass for them to have a shot on. i shine when there is another person that understands me playing up front. i think the best person who understands me is irfan. haha. so yea... its just different. very very different.

ok lets talk about that horrific injury i sustained. i was on the ball, counter attacking. 2 defenders squeezing on me. i take a toepoke shot. keeper save. my right leg follow through. defender went in late. he kicked my right leg and ankle awkwardly bent to the right. ouch! i still could feel that burning feeling when it struck my leg. at that point of time i begin to imagine that 'dude' injury exactly a year ago. haha. but this time i think it is worse. my leg was left to dangle. and as friends help carry me out i could feel clicking of bones around my ankle. i thought it was broken. but i think it is just a torn ligament. ive experienced this before. so i think it will be around 1-2 months before i can play again. dammit.

since i need complete rest at home... my plan to go shopping has been ruined. dang! so been stucked with only what online shopping has in store for me. but after searching, ive got a great bargain. and the clothes just came just now and im so satisfied cos all of them fits me perfectly. haha.

here are the best of the lot:

I really love this checkered shirt. haha.

I bought the blue eiffel tower one only. cos the pink one seems funny. haha!

I bought the half evil shirt. cos i think its cute. haha!!

and i bought another plain grey t shirt. total spent was only $20 for 4 shirts. and its like only $5 per shirt. massive savings!! wohoo! plus! everything is brand new!! WHEEEEEE!

alright!

Cheers! :D

just feel like writing

2010-04-26T00:51:00.002+08:00

since work is ending soon, i have prepared some things that would be beneficial to me. i dont want to rot everyday on facebook, movies, games and PS3. so i have deviced something i would do during the free time.

here are the things:

Workout

i plan to do some workout and get back to that muscle building routine again. i want to achieve dat goal of being fit and not underweight.

Soccer Freestyling

2-3 months ago i was so into this. very interested. i got some moves quite well bt lack the necessary motivation to pursue it. I feel i can be great at this. just needs practice. so will be venturing it.

Read the Al-quran(English translation)

i just got this feeling i want to read it after shafiq showed me a translated one. looks great. so told him to buy one for me too. i think i'll be indulging in it for quite some time.

Religious classes

recently got news that ustaz ahmad got banned again. sianz... so i dunno where to go now. i need ppl to recommend me sme place where the lecture is good. for now, i just need to find a new one and start going to the classes again.

i think these are all the stuff i'd probably be doing during the free time. hope i dont get involved with fifa or ps3 or fb that much lah. haha. i believe that i cant accomplish anything virtually. so done with the electronics. now its reality! its time! :D

cheers! :D

i used to trust. but trust no other.

2010-04-25T19:43:00.005+08:00

its been quite a while since i updated this blog. cos very busy these few days...

some of things i want to update:

1) genting trip

2) work work.

1) genting trip

genting trip has been absolute madness. 5 of us went together. Me, shah, zaki, yad and din. not nashruddin but hafizzudin. haha. its was really the craziest nights everr... hahaha! we had lots of fun there. its sad nash couldnt come. haiz... really really sad he's not around. i think he also feel sad.

actually i feel really really sad for him cos he was not there to experience it. and even more sad when we came back and we posts the pictures. i could only imagine how he feels when he viewed them. i mean... i myself would feel what he had felt too. but what to do. he couldnt come cos of some really silly reason. i dun know what other reasons 'behind the scenes' there are... but frm what i know only, they are absolutely shitty reasons that may be regretted over time. this is my blog and this is what i feel. i feel truly sad for that bugger nash. hahaha!

Plus! we as FL, gained a new friend. possibly a new member in din. he fit in so well with us and even brought yad to new heights! HAHAHA!!! so i think din would be the latest member of FL. i dunno what yad will be without din. hahaha. i dont want yad to revert back to his quiet self. HAHA!!!

btw speaking of yad, i think, or rather we think he is hiding something, be it gf or smething else. hahaha!! nanti kau!! haha

2) work work. work has been awesome for me. i feel like i wana go to work everyday, although it doesnt look tiring being a timekeeper, its super duper tiring. cos i need to sit down for about 7 hours... i always got sore butt at the end of the day. to make matters worse, the travel there sucks. after a long day, u dont even get to sit on the train. cos of the peak period and lots of ppl in the train. arrgh. haha

but i love being at work. its fun. i love the peeps. i think this is the most fun job i had so far. haha. pay oso not bad. this wed will be our last day. so sad...... but hope we will get to play soccer on that day. haha.

ok dats all. when i get my pay, here's my wishlist:

creative zen xi-fi 2

earphones

arsenal jersey

market bike

a new wardrobe(t-shirts, shirts, long sleeve t-shirts)

jeans

shades

casual shoes

indoor soccer shoes

speaking of a new wardrobe, i think i want to change my style a bit here n there. for about 2 years ive been wearing about the same stuff. i want to try out new things. hope it matches. weeeeeeeeeeeee!!

ok cheers mates! :D

si bei syiok!

2010-04-08T00:25:00.003+08:00

wah! havent been updating my blog quite frequently. cos now got work already. si bei tired and si bei busy. hahaha. ok ok. work at cck stadium as some 51st annual track and field competition official. haha!

work damn syiok cos got great ppl around me. haha!! ok. i am the timekeeper<---- the most slackest job in there. just sit there under the shelter, time the runs. in between u can eat, sleep, talk, see chiobu, sleep, eat, walk2, disturb girls, disturb friends, eat and sleep. While the rest is constantly under the hot burning sun. hahahaha!! fun fun.

pay oso good. work slack to the core. met great ppl. get to learn chinese. what more can i get?? haha!

bt unfortunately, downside is that the journey is si bei long and si bei expensive. $6 journey. 1 and a half hour journey. and start work at 7.30am. wake up like wttoot 5am lei! si bei jia lat. hahahhaa!! ok lah. got to sleep.

nash just sms he cant go genting. baahhh!!! si bei dammit!!!! *gggrrrrrr*

hoping for a good day tmr. ok bai.

Cheers! :D

~ I hold on to these moments ~

2010-03-28T02:45:00.002+08:00

Moments.

Thats when we really crave for in our lives. They are like a treasure to us. We keep them locked inside our hearts(not mind) and really really appreciate them. Whenever you sleep, your brain does a spring cleaning job and filters out unnecessary information. However, these moments would not go away. They stay locked in our hearts and when time comes when you're down or feel life is tough, these pieces of moments would just fall and instantly provides that needed smile.

These few days, without much work, school or job to do, I managed to have some alone time to reflect what I had done, been doing and will do. Reflections. That's what primary and secondary school years have taught me. Its very important to keep your mind, and most importanty, YOU sane.

I cherish the moments with family and friends. The fun, laughter, joy and happiness, just can't be bought. These two different classes of people just breathes you life. To me, without any of them, you won't feel what's life is all about. Im so fortunate to have them in my life and I am thankful and grateful for that.

I have a friend, a great friend indeed. Unfortunately, I am one of the few friends he has. Whenever I hang around with my friends, he calls me just to have a long conversation. And whenever he did that, it just saddens me. It makes me realise how lucky I am to be 'wanted'. Some people, like him, just aren't. He told me before, the moments he had in life were with his family and with me. No more. Wherever he went, his eyes saw groups teenager hanging around together, chatting and most importantly, having fun. At his age, he had'nt experienced what i've experienced. Fun. And this is sad. I can't even imagine me in his shoes.

So cherish and treasure these moments you had with family and friends. Enjoy life that god has given you. Take life seriously but not too serious. When you grow old, just don't regret. Life provides you with moments so that you will bring it till the day you die. Hold on to these moments and dont let it go.

~ I hold on to these moments ~

Cheers! :D

If today was your last day [Warning: Extreme Essay]

2010-03-17T04:55:00.003+08:00

My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

Hmm... these few days or rather months have made me seen the best and sadly downside of life. Best is now i had gained or rather renewed a great friendship. We've been spending some time together. a lot. finally he realised there's a meaning in friendship. Although he always says this, "kau lah kawan aku mesti buang". I know only great friends can say hings like this. so HAHA!! So im blessed to have him around.

then the worst.

3 months ago a friend broke up with her bf cos he "jelak"(bored) with her already. a few months only also and he already gets bored with her. now recently got news that he got a new gf. den my fren like cannot take it. everyday like cry cry. sad case.

then very recently a great great friend of mine had this similar problem. dont understand quite well whats the problem. bt a very sad scenario obviously.

well... hmm. i just would like to share with you perps why i CHOOSE to be single throught my life so far...

each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by

Would you live each moment like your last?

So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?

Swear up and down to God above

You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are
So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

See.. there are many reasons is that i love being single. Being single. it makes me enjoy my life. like in this lyric. i treat each day as a gift. I leave no stone unturned and leave my fears behind. I also love to take on life's adventures. this is how i enjoy life. I live every moment of my life like its the last. I always having fun. but one thing is that i never forget my duties as a muslim, son, brother, friend.

Once i asked my mom and dad(they used to be super active in sports until they got tied down and have me and my siblings) "You love sports, being social and all. but why now you are not that active anymore??" They both replied the same thing. "because of YOU. The House, Financial stuff, etc etc. You tell me where got time? plus we're old!". Then i persuaded them to engage in sports. i dont know what sports. as long as they enjoy themselves. (continue below. read the next few paragraphs 1st.)

Then after that moment, something struck my mind. i went back to my room and think, like i always used to. I told myself. "Oh my god! I am at the right age to enjoy myself. Enjoy and have fun as much as i can. Its because i have not being tied up to anything yet. Work, House, Money, Kids, Wife/Gf. NO. NOTHING!!!! So its the best time to enjoy and explore and do as much thing my body can take as much as possible now. and when I have done everything that i can. I will settle down and get serious.

Ive heard ppl saying this countless of times "Study first so that you can enjoy later." or "blaja dulu nanti boleh enjoy". I have never ever believed in these phrases. I think these ppl are just trying to psycho ur mind or what. Imagine. when u get old have lots of money(cos u've studied damn hard). Tell me what can $$ buy you. I bet when u have lots of money and nothing more, after work u'll probably sit alone in your mansion on the big comfy couch watching ur big plasma TV all day. no friends. or u'll probably be too caught up with work that u would either stay at work till long hours or u'll bring work home. then. when can u spend your hard earned cash? i think u would spend it on unnecessary luxury items like a rolex watch or a ferragamo coat. Plus you'd probably join some country club membership and play boring golf. thats what rich """sportsmen""" play. cos u have nothing else but money. and and and... dont tell me when ur old, ur gonna play soccer or do all those sports like hiking, mountain climbing, kayaking, canoeing, etc etc etc, u've been wanting to try out but never had a chance to? dammit. u dont even have the stamina or the strength for god's sake. the max sports u can do is probably brisk walking or do some taichi.

Let me briefly talk to you about my friends. hmm... from bv days. First I gained FL. they're a bunch of crappy nonsensical gang i love to hang out with. They are my Hang out. Chill with friends. Most of them dont like to do what I like to do. like soccer, guitar, cycling etc etc. I feel sad at first. so when i joined poly, i wanted to have a bunch of friends i can jam along with. so i joined SP Guitarists. there im happy. Then Nizam introduced me to his soccer gang. Thats where i met BV STREET STYLERZ. Forunately, this soccer gang i have loves cycling and jamming. After a while, Sanziro FC came into the picture. more soccer. Next was Belia Al-Ansar, etc, etc, etc. These group friends make me satisfy my individual interests.

Like Shah. he loves to be social and popular. so he go for camps and do social activities. Zaki like to jam and go boxing. he finds that certain group of friends. Yad he love to be with his family. so he everyday with his family. haha!

What im saying is find that group of friends that share the same interests and have fun. be more social!

So to summarise what i was saying in the previous 3 paragraphs was that you just cannot do what you used to do when grow older. So now at 20, im at the best age to enjoy life as much as possible. trying this. trying that. adventure this adventure that. make new buddies. Do what you want to do or are eager to do NOW before age catches up on you. So the best quote is actually "study hard. play hard". THATs the best quote. you dont want to be a life screw-up if u "enjoy first study later". thats no good.

So now im spending my life with fun, excitement, joy. mixing with great ppl. then when the right moment comes....And would you find that one you're dreaming of? That you'd finally fall in love.

Because I want to enjoy to the fullest 1st. Then after im done with enjoying, I can give everything to the one HER. I just dont want to be selfish by juggling both. cos i know i cant enjoy life like i used to if im with her. bt that doesnt matter cos ive already enjoyed life! :D teehee!

This is what ive learnt from my parents. My mom has so far taken up some table tennis membership at the Community Centre. at first she loved it so much. everyday talking abt her experiences to me... but after about a few months, work caught up with her again... my dad. he's always too tired from work, smemore he got heart and back problems. So he cant do much sports now. he used to play street soccer with me a few years back. now he just cant. These are just sad cases. Everytime they talk to me about their childhood life/sports achievements they seem very excited. they just want to talk more. i just give a listening ear bt inside i know they missed their life so much.

So to my friends. Enjoy life to the max 1st. Don't sad sad sad. Be happy happy happy. Everything happens for a reason. God has written your life's journal. God has given you this time, when everything in your body is at your peak, to enjoy what He has given you. The time will come when u will get sick of enjoying and just want to settle down and be serious. Live life like today was your last day.

This has been a super duper freaking long long long post for me. ive written this for like nearly 3 hours now. I hope it helps. tata!!

Cheers! :D

HOHO

2010-03-14T19:14:00.004+08:00

been busy with a lot of things lately. so cant update. or rather, im too lazy to update ah. haha!

ok man. update update update!

BV STREET STYLERZ

We finally have our own jersey!!! WOHOO!!! collect it 2 weeks ago. nice! i luv it. 10x nicer den sanziro's jersey combined. cos got my name printed. HAHA!! will show it in the next post ah. cos yesterday wear now washing ah. HAHA. ok man.

Have lots of outings with them recently. night outings the most. go play L4D2 at night. and as usual... nash got his late night manstrual problems. smack smack!

Tmr they tauning at my hse. confirm fun gile. hehe. movie marathon, gay, play ps3, gay, play risk, gay, play monopoly. hahaha! confirm we gonna do 5 guys 1 camera. again. hahaha!

ok tmr is tmr. haha. bt now. i just got to let this thing out. cos i have been holding it out for weeks. haiz... to me he is just selfish lah. shit ah. bcos of him ALONE i cant look for jobs. in fact i have turned down so many job offers already. 6 to date. just bcos he isnt available. cos he got his camps and stuff. forever with his tp stuff. den like dun care us. imagine he spent most of his days with tp frens. den want to put aside 1 day for us also cannot. wth. smemore with his nitelife non-stop. wth. dat time wana meet at 8pm oso cannot cos say need to go clubbing. wth! we already set that day aside dammit. den when cancel last min my day is wasted just like dat. u know friday, sial ah. i told my frens today training i cant come. babi. den now he cancel last min. wtf! im seriously very pissed with this situation. Not only once did he did smething like this. if he likes his tp frens so much den go with them ah. like wtf rite... i know we not that "cool" as like ur tp frens. well.... guess wat. i dont think u n ur peeps are cool either. in fact to be straight to the point. they're lame, childish jerks. dats all. bt some of them are great ah. really. not all.

im so damn bloody pissed. pissed like when a dog pissed on you. pissed like ugly girl kissed you. yea... like that. bt he's still my gd friend and i love him. hahaha!!!

ok ah im gona get a job ah literally. dunno what im gonna do. but i know i need a job. maybe after genting.

oh yar abt genting. FL going genting on 12th april. so hooray. gosh its been hell trying to pick a date cos of that irritating mama pundeh.

okok im gonna start working out again this ''holiday". haha. next week napha test! do for shafiq ah. haha.

ok cheers! :D

study. exams. study.

2010-02-22T01:21:00.002+08:00

my legs literally became frozen in that state after sitting down and studying for like 8 hrs. STRAIGHT.

after realising i had to pray. eat and go wee wee n poot poot. i got up and WHAM!!! cramp. -_-

PAIN SIA!!!!!

accidents can happen

2010-02-20T13:54:00.005+08:00

Don't give up, it takes a while. i have seen this look before. it's alright, you're not alone. if you don't love this anymore. i hear that you've slipped again. i'm here cos i know you'll need a friend.

Take some time and learn to breathe and remember what it means to feel alive and to believe. something more than what you see. i know there's a price for this but some things in life you must resist

And you know that accidents can happen and it's okay. we all fall off the wagon sometimes. it's not your whole life. it's only one day. you haven't thrown everything away.

- Cheer up! :D

update update update

2010-02-17T17:12:00.002+08:00

wah. its been a while since i blog my trademarked long long essays. haha!

ive been busy. and lazy to write nowadays lah...

so. nows the time cos exams are nearing. i dun want to switch on my com dat often or ill go astray... so yea. here it is.

i dun remember exactly when, but recently FL has gone about 2 outings ever since my bday...

we went lepak at yishun dam. as shah would call it. i brought them there. while shah drive ah. it was late at night. around 1 or 2 am. we lepak there for 2 hrs. den go makan at jln kayu. haha.

nash ordered. "man, prata kosong satu. prata telor satu." i said, "Mak oi!! kau pikir kau makan sarapan pe??" hahahaha!! damn funny... in the end shah ordered murtabak PRAWN. LARGE!! HAHA!!

the rest oso ordered prata kosong satu. HAHA! mcm siak.....

we went home around 6am. haha!! after sending me home, i turned on IKIM radio station for shah. HAHA!! u know its subuh. and ikim always had this bacaan surah2 alquran... HAHA!!! yea... funny stuff.

Day 2 (or rather Night 2):

we went to play L4D2 at Grandlink geylang. beside city plaza there. haha! played untl 3.30am. damn syiok.

den made our way to geylang lorongs. we went a few rounds around the lorongs. finish at 5am. cant tell more stories here...

WHATEVER HAPPENS IN GEYLANG. STAYS IN GEYLANG.

after dat go to changi. kacau bapok. ahahaha!! went home at 6am also. haha

last sat collect bv street stylerz jersey... it went wrong. names all tunggang terbalik. we will return them back next 2 weeks. cos factory close. after collecting, played L4D2 with

last sat too had "reunion dinner" at my embah/nenek hse. yeahh. my nenek chinese mahh. haha. azam family was there. bt aair family wasnt. sad. the rendang was great. klaka ehh. CNY makan rendang. tapi rendang sssedap sssekali!!

haha!

alrighto. time to go kick some balls! haha! alright. think will not update here till at least my first 2 papers are done. okay. chiaozz...

Cheers! :D

eh my fb search bar not working lehh.. faster help me!!! somebody!!!! need to find girlfriend!!!

........

2010-02-12T01:10:00.001+08:00

GATAL. YES. I AM.

Girl with Golden Eyes

2010-02-07T03:12:00.006+08:00

She speaks to me in Persian

Tells me that she loves me

The girl with golden eyes

And though I hardly know her

I let her in my veins

And trust her with my life

I wish I had never kissed her

'Cause I just can't resist her

The girl with golden eyes

Every time she whispers

'Take me in your arms

The way you did last night.'

I wake up every morning

Jonesing for her love

The girl with golden eyes

I won't have to wait long

'Til she buries me with roses

'Cause she's always by my side

sadsadsad song..... i really really like the lyrics to this very meaningful lyrics. actually the "girl with golden eyes" is actually heroin. bet u didnt know it. haha. very very powerful lyrics though. love it. love the band.

The chords: Dm, A#, C, Dm. u can use standard chords but i prefer to barre it. so yea... enjoy...

Cheers! :D

two-zero

2010-01-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

yesterday was my bday. it was a great day....... in a way.

bt first and foremost, many many many many many thanks to:

my family and friends: parth, zuhri zix, syaz nash, lin zhong, mark, ah seng chong kiat, suhaimi, faridinho, su jun, joey, fitri, acap, ridwan black, hakim zafirah, mayourie, rendra, yad, kak farhana, vijay black, wafy, huiping, ashiq, sweetkiah, sakinah, haikal medic, baizura, jason, shafiq, zul, hisham, willard kkhong, nash syaz, shah jahan mama, samuel seah, iman ns boy, azam kambing, kak zeera, hafizzudin serious boy, jambu, abdillah, rif abang kung, izzuan, haofeng, farhan boy biker, aggie, sheikha, ilyas sotong, shirley, zulhairie, kamarul, duwi, fameel, aniq ain, ain aniq, nuresah, rabiatul, fajrina and hidayah.

fuuhh!!! dats a lot!! i think ive mentioned everyone that has wished me... if there's anymore i miss, im really really sorie....

u know im self obsessed with myself... so this year... like any other year, ive bought for myself a bday present. that umbro boot!! ahaha. absolutely love it! went to training and shoot like crazy till got injured and leg in extreme pain sia... haha.

so... my day started in the morn when i woke up my leg sore. injured frm yesterday's training, so cant play in the game. game had to be stopped halfway and unable to continue, cos a massive brawl broke out. punches thrown, flying kicks, knockout blows, gang assault. wah. terrible i tell u. i did not join in. luckily. or else i would have been in a birthday bash of my own. haha. i pity yazin. he got dragged and knockout, den everyone pinned him. he was really knocked out sia... luckily duwi was there and literally pushed everyone out. and rescued yazin.

the scene ended with police arriving and some of them were sent to hospital. sad story for football. and for sanziro.

so went home. parents were not in. all went johor. so bought western at banquet and eat alone at home.

evening came and went down to play some soccer. i came alone. cos no one wanted to came with me... so was there to make more soccer buddies. it was great though. i set up most goals. but unfortunately i didnt manage to score a single goal dat day. except maybe for one disallowed goal. should have stand sia. bt mike ah... standard.

after my team went... me and abdillah sat at the court lepak2. frm 8pm to 9.30pm. haha! it was great ah. haha.

went back home tattered and torn, injured and broken. den arsenal lost. sianz...

i guess that was how i spent my birthday. very boring and dull. and very very unfortunate. one of the worst days of my life i guess... and dat sucked to the core. was disappointed. bt nvm ah. i did myself some finding inner peace which was great. haha. so yeahh. smiles all round for me at the end of the day! :D

maybe i guess that boring boring time could be filled with some hearty moments with some1 special...... u know what i mean.... yeahh......

k dats all

cheers! :D

For-mew-lah

2010-01-22T00:42:00.004+08:00

Everyday's motivation factor to go to school can be derived from this formula:

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Mf = G + Gh + Ghmrt + S + ...... n

___________________________________________________

where;

Mf = Motivation factor

G = Girls

Gh = Hot girls

Ghmrt = Hot girls in MRT

S = Soccer

This formula was somehow derived in the MRT on the way to school. GENIUS i tell u....

| o.O | O.o |

2010-01-19T23:39:00.010+08:00

ooooooooooooo................just now went to umbro warehse sale. damn power ah the sale. unfortunately i didnt get what i wanted which is to get jerseys for Bv Street Stylerz.

Bt the sale is still great. the jerseys were $10 only. even the england jersey with rooney's name printed at the back. the indoor shoes were $20 only. and the boots range from $20 to $30.

so i guess i have played my last game, which i scored, with my adidas boot. cos now it has a hole already. been super glueing it for a few weeks already. my whole box of glue now ran out already. haha! so its time to buy a new one.

at the warehse sale i saw a boot i really really like. although im an adidas person. for this time only, it will be umbro. for a change. cos its only 30 bucks. 1st grade and super good ah the material and everything. plus im going to go NS soon. so no need buy an expensive one ah. haha!

its called: UMBRO X-BOOT III - the 'strikers' football boot

Mine will be special. it will be black on the right foot and red on the left foot. mine damn cool i tell u.

ok. the specifications are as follows i took from footy-boots.com:

Following on from the launch of the X Boot Destroyer, a football boot designed for the defensive player, Umbro also launched the X Boot III with this football boot focusing on the more attacking player, who are more reliant and dependent on first touch, speed and instant response.

The innovatively designed X Boot III features Umbro’s advanced speed fit, touch control enhanced upper and lightweight wishbone technology - all with Michelin performance for that extra turn of pace and reaction.

Performance: The new football boot from Umbro uses a lightweight material and Exo-Skeleton frame for extra responsiveness, speed and stability. Motion Control technology enhances movement and provides superior stability.

Comfort: Touch Control technology with the combination of kangaroo suede and Michelin’s advanced grip system, allows for improved comfort, feel and grip. The titanium wishbone component and glass fibre rigidity provide the strength and stability required and added protection for the metatarsal. Lateral and medial strap fitments also improve comfort and aid motion control.

So... im really tempted by the michelin's grip. cos its can improve touches... the one attribute im good at. and its really really light. plus the wishbone thing is very style. also they said its a striker's boot. and i really think its for strikers. haha.

heck care that its outdated. reviews have said its a great boot. plus! it retails at abt S$200. and ill get it for $30. take ah!!!

ill be visiting the umbro sale again this friday. told them just now to reserve it for me. cant wait! hehe.....

cheers! :D

disappointed yet happy. frustrated yet happy. angry yet happy.

2010-01-18T02:12:00.009+08:00

workout plan has been going great. i luv it. trained on tues. thurs cant train cos i played soccer.

last week i played soccer 5 days in a row. that is SUPER SICK!!!!!!! frm wednesday till sunday. omg omg omg!!! i dun even know how i did that with the multitudes of projects... and tests... SUPER SICK i tell you..............

the football fever is back. im back to my very best. i realise when i have confidence in myself i will play much much better. plus! im more vocal when i have confidence in my talents. thats where my nickname "warcry" came frm ah. HAHA!!

so, every night played soccer. like no other thing to do liddat. haha! bt now thurs soccer cancelled. cos the hard tackling guys scared to play us again ah. haha. we like jinx ah. wherever court we go to it seems ppl will run away. i dunno why. its not as if we're dat good or what. haha!

speaking of we, BV STREET STYLERZ are getting serious. im happy and excited about that. we got a facebook page now... and now we're getting a jersey made for ourselves. its great ah. now i feel really really proud. and now its like a great sin if i didnt come down for any of the soccer days. cos its really really fun to be playing with them all. one good thing is we dont really have conflicts amongst ourselves. never once did we fought with each other or what. thats what makes BV STREET STYLERZ a special team. in fact, we're more than just a team, we're a team of brothers.

So had training on sat. training was great. i did show what im capable of. and im very determined to displace some of them. that's my goal. after dat i go NS with a smile. :D HAHA!!!

Whatever i do for sanziro now i am representing BV STREET STYLERZ definitely. im proud to carry that name around.

So just now i played 1 half for sanziro. got many positives to take from the game. i did my vocaling skills. and thats why i know i can play well. haha! i know that game i have lots to prove other ppl wrong. and its my time to shine. its a long long time since i played at least 1 full half. so it was great. i played in my best role. the role i really really like very much. supporting striker. and i was tireless. i ran up down up down like crazy dog. i even go as far down as being a temporary stopper. lol!! i was shocked that i even have the stamina to run like that. maybe i wasnt thinking of tired. i was thinking about my performance and its my time to show. thats all. ive shown i was very very determined and i like it.

my determination was further cemented after i scored my 1st sanziro goal. wohooooo!! its was from a free-kick. i know im really really good at taking set-pieces free-kicks and corners. bt shit u all. from last time say i striker cannot take set pieces. wth. who says so?? i know im really poor at judging high balls although im tall.... -.- so i dun see why im always needed to be at the end of crosses(in freekicks or corners). im not as good as faqih in judging high balls. he's really good. although he's short. haha. bt i know im much better off delivering them. in st soccer, i know only farid and me can deliver good long balls. and in st soccer u really need to be good at estimation to deliver those good long balls. haha.

all right. so i scored from a freekick. isaac won the kick somewhere near the right edge of the penalty box. i asked salleh the ball cos he want to take it. bt he gave me the ball. haha. i know it was my time to shine. so i took the kick.

slow motion scenario:

referee told me to wait for the whistle.

heard supporters say cross the ball towards goal.

heard supporters say shoot. keeper not good.

salleh made a great run to the box.

i spotted him.

just when i want to cross the ball to salleh, the wall shifted a bit to the left.

i saw a gap since the wall shifted.

i go for a shot.

BOOM!!!!!

Ting! the ball hit the underside of the crossbar

the ball rebound to the keeper's hand. and body.

the ball went in the goal.

i celebrated calmly by standing at the same spot. pointing one finger to the sky, looking up and thanking god.

heard something from the our supporters side i dun like. which made me really really depressed.

went on with the game.

ok what i heard was shittyly depressing lah. heard the supporters say: "baik ah wan! baik ah wan!!" i was like... wth!!! after like how many months still dey dunno my name?? or did they think i didnt score? cos i wasnt celebrating exaggeratedly. also after the game even Aniq's Ain dun know its me who scored. cos she cant see. and ppl around her all said wan scored. HAhA! i got quite upset about this ah. issit that hard to pronounce my name?

bt nevermind. remember my name dammit!! for this will not be the last time alfiyan scores.

Whatever it is, all i know is that that goal is dedicated to my BV Street Stylerz brothers. its sad that only wan mabok and aniq saw that goal. jam nizam farid didn't come... :(

and probably that goal is my early bday present. haha!

PS: stamina up. fitness up. determination up. workout plan up. Eating down. money down. boot down.

bday coming very soon. not excited. cos i dun have money to buy stuff for myself. :(

Alfiyan Go Garang

2010-01-11T23:47:00.007+08:00

Just finished reading the january issue of menshealth ong lent me. 1st time i forgot to buy a menshealth issue in 1.5 years. :(

finally ive decided enuff is enuff. 3 whole months wasted not training. now got motivation. cos i know ive lost lots of weight and i look frail now... shit. i guess that's the only goal i didnt achieve in 2009. so, i guess i'll relive that goal again. and so its time. let the journey begin..................................................................................

in the latest menshealth edition there's an article about the rules of getting back into shape.

1) Tell Everyone You're Training.

alright. besides that, i can also track my fitness schedule, reflections and also to keep me motivated... therefore, come to think of it, it seems a good thing ive set up this blog. haha. also i will post up fitness facts daily. if not, regularly. haha.

2) Set Specific Goals.

these are the short-term goals ive set up for this month.

- gain 5kg. u know its hard for me to gain even 2 kg. due to my extreme fitness sessions and lack eating... lol!!

- get my 6 meals a day routine back in order.

- take my BMI to a FIT range.

- exercise at 4 times a week. tues, thurs, sun/mon workout. wed,thurs, sat/sun soccer is that considered exercising? i think so too...

- maintain a regular fitness programme.

- increase upper arm mass by 1cm. to 28cm. if best to 29cm.

- train core muscles. esp abs. - i really wana get that V!!!!!

long term goals. for the next 3 months.

- gain 5kg.

- maintain a regular fitness programme.

- increase upper arm mass by 5cm.

- train legs, chest and core muscles.

- get my back muscles strong enough to support my curved spine.

- have defined abs. hehe.

- have the v-abs ive been constantly working hard for.

after this i think i will be going for NS. lets see what the regime have in store for me. and i will take it from there.

3) Take Action

obviously talk is cheap. action is a must. that is the point of writing it here. to keep me motivated. ill keep myself updated on my schedule here.

4) Cravings

for 1 meal in 2 weeks. i'll eat whatever i like. just to satisfy my cravings so that i can control it. the mag says 1 meal per week. but i guess i can be fine with 2 weeks cos i can tahan. and plus. like as if im have the money to spend liddat. :''

all right. this is the master plan for the upcoming months ahead. i still have not workout my workout plan yet. what to do etc etc. will come out with it by tmr.

today is monday. so tomorrow is start of workout day. ive got the master plan scripted. i know i can achieve it. i believe in it. All the best to me!

Cheers! :D

aye. i. ai. eye. candie.

2010-01-08T23:00:00.000+08:00

today was rather fun and experience something new. very new in fact.

went to sch 2 hrs late. heard frm ong i just passed my test. so great. went back to sleep. dats y. lol!

missed 1st class. den 2nd class cancel. -_-"

managed to do safety inspection and hand up fyp report and c an ass floor plans... so great! so happy happy happy!! :D :D :D!! la la la!! Wohooo! Wohooo!! Wohooo!!!

b4 mosque the three of us went to optometry centre. there was one KHHOTTT girl there.. syiok to the core. ohh! i forgot. they teman me cos i wana check my booking for eye check up...

so abt that girl. i know i recognise her frm smewhere... after tracing back... she live in my neighbourhood lah sia!!! everyday if i early come sch confirm meet her one.... NO WONDERRRR................................................ hehe.... now then realise she optometry course.

i was already excited sia. i tot i confirm confirm die die chop chop is her patient for that day sia.

POH LI WEN <<--------- thats her name bebeh! :D

bt sadly aft prayers i came back... she's gone.... :( sad sad sad sad. to the core!!! bt the optometry centre there gt so many girls lah! i think i was one of three guys there lah. fuuuuhh!!! i was like the main attraction sia. chehh... no lah kdkd...

so the eye checkup was done by a guy. dammit!! :( bt he's friendly ah. nice guy too...

wah the eye checkup was a REAL checkup man! my eyes got really really tired after that. they flash my eye. do some laser shit to my eye. blind my eye. check the back of my eye physically. puff air on my eye. they even took 3d pictures of my eye. HOW cool shit is that!! this is the coolest shit ive seen this year so far....

but bad news ah. my astig has gone up even higher.... dammit. n very few types contact lenses in the market support my eyes now. dats what they say. my astig is 250 sia. bt degree very low. they say if my astig not high i dun need to wear glasses at all. bt too bad den... wth.

so after all that... he put in a contact lens for me.i was super scared he was gonna poke my eyes laa...i kept on blinking. HAHA! in the end i finally can see well without glasses. wohooo!! bt bad news. i still cant see clearly. cos thats the best contacts he can find for me. cos of my astig. after i tried it on he told me to walk around the optometry centre. just to get the "feel"....

And HELL YEAHH!!! i got the """FEEELLLLL""" when i came out the 1st time without glasses. ALL THE GIRLS were like freaking staring at me sia.... must be cos me hansem shit... definitely. dey rarely get the chance to see hansem guys walking around the centre lor... down there were so many girls laa.... LOL!! that feeeeeeeling.... syiok! wohooo! LMFL(LOVE MY FOUKkkkHING LIFE) HAHA!

although the contacts were uncomfortable... i dun care. i like wana wear it the whole time. bt since i dunno how to take it out... cannot wear it the whole day ah. If not i would have walked past spinnovex and all the KHOTT gals... FUUUHHH!!! confirm i superstar! not that im already not one... HAHAHA!!

ok serious stuff.

the guy told me to come again 2-3 weeks time after the box is ordered. im gonna get a bi-weekly ones. FOR FREE! and it would last me for 3 months. he told me that maybe another person or himself will teach me how to insert and remove the contacts on that day. i will pray pray pray it will be POH LI WEN!! if not i dun mind the other girls la. confirm siong i tell u. HAHA!! Ermm... i forgot how to insert it. Can u pls insert it for me again??

LML LML LMFL

after this syiok feeling... went to t18 to visit nash n yad. nash just went home... sad. so lepak with yad for like half hour. yad's invention is meant for the crippled bt the project itself is crippling. HAHAHAA!!!! nash's one remind me of my childhood dreams. to ride and drive around the swimming pool in a junior boat.. HAHA!!

ok enuff ah. my leg still injured. training tmr i confirm cant run. walk down stairs oso painful... :(

bt still need to go ah.. how 3 trainings missed already sia... HAH!

orites dats all.

guudnite POH LI WEN. swit swit drims! :D

Cheers! :D

2010

2010-01-06T01:41:00.002+08:00

whoa! its been a hell of 2009. i think its one of those years man! i really had a great 2009. more friends. built even greater relationships with friends. and more girls.... heheh! gatal! :P

what a year man! i can say that 2009 i do less of body-building and working more on my fitness and soccer.

one of the defining moments of 2009 was playing soccer like crazy. this is THE year i started playing heavily and improved most. i even came back from retirement from field soccer just to improve myself. HAHA!

Goals for 2009 was achieved. by november i already achieved it. so im so proud. yeahh! wohoo!!

So, I have set myself goals for this year... i set it last november itself. LoL!!

alright enuff!!

this week sch reopen. i kinda like it when sch reopen. cos i get $$$... wahahaa!! im already so darnn lazy to go work ah. bt the money seems tempting. haiya. i dunno whether to work or nt ah. bt seriously damn lazy. n i wana work something fun. not at supermarkets anymore. dat one sian to the core of corest. dunno what dat means... LOL!

Have been missing sanziro's past 3 trainings. arnd 2 weeks. its not lazy. its just dat i cant go. last 2 weeks got smething urgent on. last sat i got injured. sun thought gt match. thought wana come support. bt skali no match. got training. so cant come. injured wat....

Had been hearing lots of rumours coach making Sanziro A and Sanziro B. its great! really great. i wana be up front with zool again with farid as the right mf. like last time. haha! dat was fun! i really wana push my hardest to get into B. yeahh! u heard me... B! not A. cos i want to be friends rather than my personal ambitions... cos i feel that no matter how good u are... u wont go anywhere with soccer. esp in singapore. so fat hope. to me soccer is abt playing and having fun. and i mean reeeal fun! esp with great friends and ppl around u. i really miss that in sanziro. soccer is not something u really have to be good so that ppl will admire u. and u will basted other mates and u will be proud and let ego do the talking literally or do sme shit... im just saying.... so i dun mind being at B. if can, i want to be the capt of B. vice capt oso can. thats my motif! hehehh.....

ok my injury is on both my shins. right n left. still hurting till now. I was already injured when i was on the sub bench against EDS.

Last sat din asked us to go to cage and play with his friends. they were kind of easy as their fitness levels were not there... bt still at least got some fight. we won most of the matches. bt the most fight came frm the NYP soccer team ppl. dey were good. but we matched up to them. we only lost to them by penalties. bt still we did win them many times ah. syiok! :D

bt sad news. my boot just gave way. dammit. no money sia... bt bday coming fast... so ermmm.... hehehhh! :D

we were there frm 2pm till 5pm. had a little incident with the gang in the bus... den continued playing soccer at bv frm 7.30-9.30pm. so total. 5 hrs we played soccer that day. my whole body was drenched in sweat by the end of the day. and i had trouble walking. cos too weak and injured my leg... sad.-.-

still feeling the after effects of sat man... tmr got soccer... see 1st whether i can come or not... haha!

so school is really being such a burden to me... sorry... not school. its the projectssssss. dang!

1) just now just finished 1 holiday-based project - building of model to withstand earthquake. its a competition. we spend only 3 days doing it. so syiok. handed it up already. 1 burden poof!

2) now geotech gt PBL to do need to hand in next week.

3) FYP 1st draft still not completed. yesterday we all chiong do the report. can say 70% finished. vijay did not sleep at all. i 4.30am head spinning already. so i slept for 3 hrs only. just now got back home at 7.30pm. ate and slept till 11pm. dats y awake till now... HAHA! need to hand in by fri.

4) FYP final draft by next fri.

5) den next tues got CSW telephone skills test. dun care ah dat one... haha

6) den next tues oso got ppt presentation for Safety. still havent do lab safety inspection must do by this week. -.-

7) CNasS need to submit re-drawing by this fri. and calculations by next mon. sianz....

WAHH!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH!!!!!!!

I WANNA PLAY FIFA10!!!!!!!! never got to play online properly this hols sia... sad. :(

k dats all bebs!!

Jeers!:(

-someone just reminded me abt my bday. dammit! it falls on sunday! IM SO DEAD!!! sat got soccer wit streets stylerz. sun got match with sanziro. dang!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!

beneath the skin

2009-12-31T15:17:00.005+08:00

I really like this song by Signs of Betrayal. it has a strong meaning to it and the lyrics are marvellous. not as strong as opeth's but still... damn good. now im addicted to this song.

listen and you'll be sucked into the song. Enjoy! :D

If I could show you emotions I’ve poured into love

I could fill up the seas and the infinite above

But now I stand here hatred and heartache my sin

From the scars I have gained

That I would not ever wish on anyone

chorus:

And I can’t bleed

All these things done to me

They’re trapped in this skin

And they’re wrapped around my veins

And I can’t bleed

All these things done to me

They never will fade

Like a cold dark winter’s day

If I could take back the innocence I’ve lost in my life

I would bury it deep so that it would never die

But now I stand here blackened and tainted like storm clouds

That tear through the sky

With the tear like rain drops falling all around

dreamr

2009-12-30T14:43:00.002+08:00

this hols has been a lazy one for me... have been night shifting. n dling n watching movies at night. its been sometime since i watched a movie at the cinema. the last one was being phobia2 with FL. wahh that was a long time ago lar...

usually whenever i sleep late, arnd 4-5am i can wake up arnd 11am. im an owl... i know... haha! i need min 4hrs of sleep only per day. haha! so these few days dunno y i sleep till 2/3pm sia... btw i do wake up for suboh ah. nt like sme ppl... hahahaha!

haiz... bt i think ive enjoyed the deep sleeps cos i always dream. i mean a lot. n if its incomplete due to accidental wake up... i would sleep again and try to complete it. LOL!!

so these few days ive been dreaming about soccer. and.... ermmm.... girlfriend. HAHAHAHA!!!

dunno y ah. bt these things keep being played in my mind. cos i know that soccer esp sanziro has been bugging me. once i dreamt i played against sanziro and i, alone, destroyed them. hahahaha!!! i would wish they come true. bt sadly its a dream. den just now, i dreamt i played as a defender. i played like baihakki. LOL!! den got once i dreamt of a move in streets thats damn style... maybe wana try it out later if got a chance. hahaha! syiok or whatt! i love dreaming... haha!

ok lah... bnyk mimpi ah kau... hahaha! ok lah. btw ive updated my private blog. those have access just check it out if u want. haha!

later gonna play soccer at bv. cant wait! really! kaki gatal. haha!

school's next week. mcm @@##%%... haha! sch out = project project project = die die die... hahaha!

ok ah! gd luck to me den...

Cheers! :D

tyre tyred tire tired try tried

2009-12-23T23:02:00.000+08:00

wah wah wah wah............. its been so damn lazy to blog nowadays. been filling my hols with none other than playing soccer, its been soccer like non-stop.

the bv street stylerz, as they would now like to be called... haha. almost everyday dey come to my hse and lepak. watch movie. play ps3. play guitar. jam. damn syiok ah. this is life with brudders... bros before hos...

i dunno lah what will happen if i substitute my bros for a ho... ooops! or rather 'she'. hahahaha! confirm i will buih dem sia... bt nvm. this is when dey'll understand. i hope. LOL!!

HAHA!

been playing streets for most of the days... damn syiok. training field oso cancel. damn syiok! i realise after sanziro, we have definitely improved as a unit. jam is now much much more aggressive and much better on the ball and awareness. farid's control and movements has improved. aniq hasnt been playing much. din n nizam still the same. cos they dun come training wat... haha! oso... wan mabok can now oso at least hold the ball. but he tends to panic. LOL!!

i have been playing my best football in years. i've applied new tricks and moves... damn syiok. i dunno whether ive said it. but my new predator x has given me a new lease of moves that i thought i can never do. still remembered my 1st goal with this shoe. damn nice. a high ball by keeper. left leg control. keeper rush out. a gentle tap. sends keeper wrong way and a goal.

hmmm... what i take from sanziro most is: aggressiveness. i tend use my hands and push ppl more now. whenever im near to the ball. my hands will be by my side ready to push ppl. besides this ive got another trick. dirty play. lol! not the sliding one... but diver, faker and tripper. hahaha! i tend to go down easily although most of the time it doesnt hurt, i fell esp when i feel a brush on my legs or smething. then i fake injury. lol! and i notice i tend to pressure the person with possesion by their tail. then his leg will catch my leg whenever he pulled back his leg and attempt a shot. then he will definitely fall or smeting. sme ppl smetimes get fed up with me. haha! bt i dunno. i just follow behind wat. your the one hitting me... hahaha!

with our aggressiveness taken into a new level. its time to play in the Sunday League. wohooo!! last sun 1st time played and dominated the court. bt with thanks to zuhri, ab and brandon. haha! we stayed inside for like 7 games sia.. and i set up and scored most of the goals... damn syiok! wohooo!

just now played first at bv and then go to dewan. cos bv too many ppl. we played tong. not tiang. hahaha! and i was the tong master. scored 7 goals. hahaha! so... syiok ah! :D

and i thought i had broken my left leg sia after nizam attempted to block my shot. instead his misjudgement caused him to 'shoot' my left standing leg. i screamed in pain as i fell. i swear i could feel my bone vibrating after he hit me. never in my life i felt this b4. the pain unbearable. bt after a while it fades away den i feel i can move, stand and walk. but still felt quite weak ah. till now my left leg feel very weak. dang! now injured. shoot :(

wah. what an experience ah today... hahaha!!

ok dats all! this hasnt been a girl-friendly post. so bear with it! hahahhahaha!

stay fresh guys! :)

cheers! :D

:D

2009-12-20T22:26:00.010+08:00

I feel so good now that whenever i bend over... rainbow falls out of my ass.

plans. events. plans. events. plans.

2009-12-16T02:17:00.002+08:00

just now faj msged us... to inform us abt the possible outing this weekend. so damn syiok! cant wait. its been a long time since jiwes went out. hope faj bringing her girls... hehe. asik die sorg je mendak sehh...

did nt go penin just now. cos very lazy. felt like dling movies and searching for songs. its been quite some time since i explore new bands and songs. and ive dled a few movies for the movie marathon coming up next week. so great! cant wait.

this movie marathon thing is actually from FL. i still remembered we often crash at either my hse or shah's to watch a movie or rather movies... gosh! i miss those days... nowadays, FL got other stuff to do. always busy here busy there. want to organise something oso malas. cos i know they all wont reply fast or they'll always be busy. its just isn't the usual FL like last time. dunno wat happen ah. so very sad. hope everything will go back last time soon. luckily, eversince FL became busy... ive been looking for great ppl to go out with. and made great friends in the geng bola... they are the ones filling up the empty spaces left by FL. so i dun feel sort of 'lonely' anymore. though i still miss FL... not mentioning jiwes too!!

its the hols... and its when u can easily get bored. when u dont plan anything... so frm today onwards... im going to train my fitness and workouts back. like previously ah. long time never run. napha test oso coming in abt 1 month. so must train ah. i also aim to achieve the definition i want before NS. so hehe.

last fri my class had a bbq at pasir ris park. damn syiok and cool. we played card games and dares for most of the time there... haha! n i think i kena the most lah... -.-

here are the pics! :D

2009-12-16T02:16:00.001+08:00

Class 3B04 with Sirajul Islam!!! wohooo!!!

This is the dare i made them do. wicked!

This is another i asked them do... Moooooooooo!!! hahahahaha

Self-explainatory. and yeah dats my feet. Shit.

The keling had to lick it!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thats my leg. hair kena pull sia... nabe. -.-

This is the most disgusting shit ive ever done! OMG look at HX's armpit hair. eww!! yucks!!!! still makes me tingle till today.... :(

Sin Chyuan kena vodka shot with chilli sauce inside. cos he lost to me in 200m race... LOL!!

HAHA! keling kena mouth-to-mouth transfer. HAHA!

Playing the games... hahaha!

BBQing the food.

overall that day... these are the dares i kena:

1) eat 1 raw egg with chilli padi

2) smashed chilli padi smeared on lips, chin, under nose area.

3) whipped creamed my whole face

4) roll 2m on grass

5) run 200m

6) licked HX's nips

7) keling licked my leg

8) my leg hair kena pulled

9) saykok licked my toes

10) face slapped by a slipper

definitely got more ah... haha. yeah... this is what frens are made for lor...... hahahaha!

overall... had a blast!!!

ok dats all!

Cheers!:D

life is beautiful.

2009-12-15T02:03:00.006+08:00

its been nearly 2 weeks since i blogged. its due to tests n submissions. so very sian ah. cant blog.

its almost 1 year since i moved from friendster to fb. so im happy. just checked out the new friendster... its already becoming too fb-like... haha. so dun care ah abt friendster. hahaha.

speaking of fb... just now i came across one of my fren's wall. and almost teared. wah. alfiyan so emotional sia suddenly... haha. but seriously... its so sweet lah. plus! i havent been feeling that same way for a very very very long time... he's a very very lucky boy though...

another thing on fb which i came across more n more often and it is seriously depressing. i kept on seeing ppl say... life is shit... life is boring... i dunno what to do with life... can life get any better... if you're thinking like this. SCREW YOU!! u can just might as well go and kill yourself. pls lah... when you say these kinds of things just look in the mirror and say "i am shit".... and not life. life aint shit. u are the one who made it shit. i tell u one thing... whenever ure bored... find things to do. search for things to do... there are many many things u can do. and when u feel shit. dun make urself feel anymore much shitter than it already is.... yar. and blame it on life. i live by these principles... so u can rarely see me frown or get mad or angry. alfiyan = smile = happy boy-always. :D

last week we had 2 games. one which i played for 15 mins which we lost 3-2 to CITI FX. dat game i played 3 positions. 5 mins on each position, amc, cm, dm. hahaha! the one i did best was amc. that is definitely my best position. 5 mins and i set up 3 through on goal opportunities, one shot on target and 1 offside which wasn't supposed to be cos i wasnt in the offside position. it was my teammate and bleargh!!! shit u ref. controlled the ball superbly n through on goal den kena offside. wth!

last game was a friendly. we lost 3-1. i played 10 mins only. bt wth. :(

after a few months... i think i have identified my strengths. they are: ball control, ball holding, vision, feeders, long balls, shooting, passing. my weaknesses are mostly defensive: 1st ball, tackling, marking, physique, strength, positioning. i really need to work on these as much as possible.

nowadays competition in sanziro fc is very very fierce. ur game need to constantly be up there. if not u'll risk not playing in the next game. and feel shit. last sat i trained like shit. cant even shoot properly. dats y i played only 10 mins in the friendly and was also the last to be subbed in. shit ah. depressing too. bt nevermind... i will vow to work really hard and prove that i really deserve to be in the 1st team.

not to mention this... after the regeneration of sanziro... i think i have learnt a lot from them. especially with the bros, alif, man and khai. esp khai. i learnt a lot frm him ah. i observe his movements, passing, feeders... damn nice. being with them certainly help... a lot.

last sat played st soccer. was using my new predator-x absolado(red/black). damn syiok! and i played extremely well. was at my top form. n i did tricks which i never know i can do. haha! even man was amazed. hahahhaaha!! he ask me to teach him but said i forgot. hahahahahhaa!!

im looking for a new soccer boot. i dun care grades anymore... just as long it is nice and good. dats all. it all depends on the person man. hahaha. im also looking for an arsenal shirt.

My plans for the week so far....

tmr - peninsula buy guitar strings. and soccer "training"

wed - soccer as usual

thurs - geng bola coming to my hse for jamming n ps3 session. lol!

fri - soccer i think.

sat - soccer training

sun - soccer match

tues - planning to go to escape of movie marathon at my hse with geng bola. hahaha!

fri - FL meetup.

Possible plannings (TBC):

night cycling (whole singapore) with FL n geng bola

BBQ with geng bola

escape theme park with geng bola

cage match with geng bola.

nash bday celebration with FL n syaz

speaking abt syaz.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!! cant stop laughing abt ytd sia.... hahahahhahahahahahahhaha!!! wohoooo!! :D

btw,

the chorus of the new song ive posted:

I'm the One that you've been looking for
I'm the One that you've been waiting for
I've had My eyes on you ever since you were born
I will love you after the rain falls down
I will love you after the sun goes out
I'll have my eyes on you after the world is no more

so u know what i do as a civil engineer?? hahaha! here's a glimpse: hahaha!

--> the streets are my passion. thats where i lay.

dats all!

cheers! :D

Road to SuperSTAR-dom!!!

2009-11-29T21:08:00.007+08:00

- If you are what you say you are, a superstar

although i totally hate this rnb shit song... its been playing in my mind these few days... ever since yesterday... hahaha! okok ill tell u my road to SuperSTAR-dom....

haha! it all started on thurs night... late at night. by that time i had 5 sort-of-confirmed helpers to go n help out in sembelih kambing. i was so excited that i decided to entertain both syaz online. hahaha! den sleptfor only 3 hrs. ahaha.

but by morning all my hopes were crushed... almost. at least nizam saved my day. he managed to wake up after several wake up calls from me. i called his mum to wake him up! exactly the same scenario with waking up shah. hahaha! but nizam's mum was sporting ah. i heard frm the phone while she was waking him up: " kan bagos kau ade kwn mcm gini, ajak kau gi smyg. bangun bangun!!!" HAHAHA!!! i just tersengih2 whe

n i heard that! hahahhaa.

so we went to taqua, early, around 7.30am for prayers. nizam slept throughout the khutbah! LOL!!! damn funny sia. after solat den we hang around the kambing cage hoping to help out... in the end we only saw a zam inside. hahaha! sad ah. cos they say aft solat jumaat den they'll carry out the korban. so we went home. disappointed.

before we part, nizam promised me that he'll join me later with korban. so i was glad.

as expected. he didnt turn up. and all my frens still didnt pick up my calls. i was so frustrated. bt i just go alone ah. like emo boy. so i went to ansar... cos that's where i know my frens will be there.

after solat i stayed back at the dewan for a long time until the crowd cleared. fortunately i saw Ariff. this noble guy practically saved my weekend. i actually got to know him from nash. i know these type of ppl would stay back in masjid one... haha. so i approached him.... before i even mention i want to volunteer korban the next day. he asked me. so i said ok with my smile smiling damn wide. i have never b

een so pleased in my life before. lol! so i went home smiling... like org gile liddat... HAHA!

so on saturday. i came late. 9am start i came 9.10. only 2 kambings had been done. ha

ha. so, i changed and help out. wahh. down there i tell u was kecohh to the max lah... haha. damn fun. the ustaz there w

as very welcoming too. i like.

i tell u the environment was exactly the one i want it to be... besides the extremely rowdy ones... cos they're just there to play around not help. haha. besides that, the ppl there very sopan. akhlak baik. i was amazed lah. ive never met a grp of ppl like this before. oh my god... the way they talk...... fuyyoh! seriously an eye-opener. i can never hear this whenever im with anyone before lah... my mom told me they are the ones who i shld be mixing with. not ur vulgar football club. in a way i agree with her lah. my mom really anti sanziro lah. cos they are of different breed.

ok enuff abt them. haha. so the ustaz took down my name and number so that any masjid activities i can come down and help. which i will gladly help out. definitely!! so this means im part of their belia already... so syiok! happy happy. very happy. :D

besides that! news reporter also came. and i was in the news!!! wohoo!!! thats where i got my superSTAR-dom! wheee!!! actually i didnt know the reporter was focusing at me until i saw the news. heck! i dun even know i was being shot! haha. so i too was damn surprised by this... i think i got bonus ah for persisting to help out, this and that... i think god want to repay by giving me a shot at superSTAR-dom. hahaha!

aftermath: my muscles are super sore. my wrist salah urat. cos i was very sway i got to carry the kambings which kicks a lot. and i got to hold these kambings' hind legs... which are the most powerful. so when i was holding it. then they kick... thats when i salah urat ah... den bengkak. i tahan only ah and continued. i strong boy wat....

at night the wrist got worse. cant move. soi went to embah's house to urut. hahaha! at first embah thought its azam coming cos azam always ask to urut his hand. this is the 1st time i injured my hand. so he was shocked that i was the one appearing at his doorstep. hahaha! so funny lah his expression. haha!

at night, my back muscles soreness got worse. used OSIM to urut my back. relief. for the night only. wahh! mornin

g it gets damn painful. dragged myself out of bed to go to training. haha!

training today was great. i focused. so i did well. fameel, the gk even said my shot was powerful and getting better. so yeah. hehe. great!

went home and got my monthly fix of movie marathon. later arsenal vs chelsea. Gunners will trash the bues!!! yeahh!!!

alright dats all for today.

now i have achieved 5/8 of what i want to achieve before erhmmm erhmmm.... so smiles!i want to be involved in something which i want to do since young. in 2010 ill start. by this time i think ill be done with soccer commitments. haha! i'll tell you once ive started doing it. the percentage of me achieving this is 75%. so yeah! power ah!! syiok to the core.

this weekend is great! super best! especially the one i got started on one of my many ''things to accomplish before i erhmm erhmm''. so yeah! three cheers for the SuperSTAR!!! wohooo!!!!!!

Cheers! :D

PS: tu lah! a

ku ajak korg gi tolong2 ibadah korban mcm2 excuse korg bagi. kan klau tak korg pon skg dah jadi superSTAR mcm aku! btw cepat2 ambik autograph aku. klau queue dah panjang korg aku tak heran lagi tau! hishh! tak sabar aku. mesti hot chickies contact aku nye. bile aku dah banyak peminat korg tak leh curik peminat2 aku sume ehh. aku tak bagi. elehh.... tolong korban tak nak kan aku kene buat korban sorg2. ok ah! aku pon superSTAR sorg2 ah! korg sume bleh pegi pancing lame2 ah... bnyk ikan kat laut pe... aku ikan dtg kat aku tau. jgn jealous! pasal aku ni superSTAR!! :D

happy days ahead?

2009-11-24T01:23:00.003+08:00

last week was great. as per norm. soccer as per norm. running as per norm. workout resumed... best!

sat went for training. wasn't my best though. i played a lot and wasn't concentrating and taking things too lightly. haha! ok lah. bt i did had fun during training. so smiles.

sun we had our league match against devilskop. the last match against them i was their 1st 11. target man when we played 4-5-1. at that time i was very very very inexperienced and new to soccer, (in field lah!). so i didnt know what to do etc etc... now im better. can say ah... cos played many more games and i know what im expected to do in those situations.

so... last sun as usual... ever since the regeneration of sanziro, i have been on the bench. i think 3 games straight already. as ive said before... i dun mind being on the bench. ok. so we thrashed devilskop 4-1. and i think i was the only one who felt really down there. no. not because i didnt play. cos i feel i didn't do well the last time. comparing now and last time... ppl would be thinking: why last time we didnt thrash them? why we lost? why we did'nt create chances? why we managed to lose? and the dreaded questions... who's the striker? what is he doing? why the hell he didnt score?

cmon! dun deny u didnt even blurt it out. even if its in ur heart... cos i even heard ppl say that. and its so damn demoralising dat i didnt talk. furthermore some ppl just made me feel shit. by saying... why not playing? why u didn't play? over and over again smemore... cb. i was already not in the mood. and u just made me feel shitter than i was already in. i really wanted to stand up and punch the nose sia... cb. luckily i had patience and i just keep ignoring 'it'...

damn sad ah to come to think of this... but i look forward to sanziro trainings... not matches. cos im already feeling useless on matchday. so i dont bother anymore. i just come for the sake that im a sanziro player and want to better myself. trainings will surely help me better myself. so that i can play better in st soccer. cos there lies my passion. matches just make me waste my day away if im at the bench and not gonna play or not playing. both 'play' are different okayy. dun tell me they are the same. cos they aren't.

looking forward to the next training which will be on sunday. i bet u less than half of the squad will make it. cos they all malas. what i know is i just need to continue to train hard.

for the past few weeks ive been training my stamina. by doing interval runnings. damn syiok. now i like to run. haha! my sanziro fitness test has also improved a lot! best timing for shuttle run and 10.23m for 2km run. not bad ah... i still wana reach my goal... i will train hard until i reach it! :D

yesterday my dad bought a 27 inch crt tv. lol! he said its for my ps3... cos ive been playing ps3 on a 14 inch tv. damn small. not syiok at all. haha. he bought it at a jumble sale. for $40 damn cheap ah.... the teevee was so heavy... i carried one side, my dad carried it on another. den i sprained my back. damn painful. carried wrongly ah... :( now have to bear with it ah... sitting and lying down is painful too. haha. bt nevermind ah. i strong boy. can tahan! haha!

den played fifa10 for like 6 hrs... damn syiok! cos now got bigger screen. so everything can see more clearly... so passes and visions are to my usual fifa09 best! haha. and NOW im the top 200 best player in singapore! yea... im dat good ya know... and i saw the stats of the top person was similar to mine... except he played more games. dats all!! haha! i know i can be the best player in singapore! haha!

for 2 weeks ive been unbeaten. so about roughly 20 games i have not been defeated yet! all wins except for 1 draw. syiok! yea. im that good. and i love it! :D

ok dats all ah!

Cheers! :D

- eh NAPhA TEST!!! smeone can go with me please!!! i desperately need someone to accompany me lah! when? after my bday! 26th jan? cos for a 20 yr old its easier for me lar... haha! pls leh... anyone!! anyone!!! PLEASE!!!

wahh! rabak.

2009-11-22T17:25:00.003+08:00

wah. these previous week was the same basically. but some sort very frustrating in some ways... those who got access to my private blog may do so. those who want access just ask frm me. i'll invite u only if ur decent enuff.

soccer has been the same. but not as much as last time. has cut down a bit. now only 3 times per week. will replace freestyling with workouts from now on. i think ive got enuff tricks in my hand already...

this thurs NS medical checkup. going with FL. speaking of FL, shah has gone blonde again... -_- now golden tamarin monyet blonde hair mama.

nowadays dunno y my ego has gone up. LOL! like last time. i think im more happy lah... dats all. except for some events lar... otherwise im happy. hepi hepi!! :D

wanting to get myself a new pair of street soccer shoes. have been surveying everywhere these past week... but i think i'll wait for the xmas sales to come up ah! looking at an adidas predator pair <$50. haha!

i think ive reached the fitness level ive expected myseelf to become... and i'm beginning to ask myself... what next??? also 2010 is nearing and im still thinking of a new year resolution. so what next??

ok dats all!

Cheers! :D

this few weeks. hungry hungry very very hungry very.

2009-11-10T01:35:00.004+08:00

recently been eating a lot... spending most of my allowance on food. and im broke! nothing more... just now had KFC at Fc5 with vijay n shaz(finally came to class and actually stayed there... HAHA!). As promised... i can afford to eat fast food at most every 2 weeks once. since just now willard did not come to sch... we took the opportunity. hehe. sorry ong! hahaha!

den stupid vijay just bought this iphone. now i'm so tempted to buy one... im searching for a new mp3 player lah... my zen microphoto has been a good servant for 6 long years already... so its time for a change... direction pointing to ipod touch. bt no $$ lah... bt i think i'll save up. bt i also feel i want to work ah... maybe for just 1 mnth? HAHA! get my pay, chao and buy an itouch... haha!

And my wishlist!! i need a new specs... ill probably get a sports goggles. bt dunno lah... lets see arr... besides that i want to buy a new indoor soccer shoe. cos both my shoes have worn out. i guess every 8 months for me need to change a new pair ah. haha! also looking out for cool sandals n shoes...

These few weeks in sch has been filled with fun. esp with my classmates. haha. we spent most of the "free" time playing CS... whenever got time the whole class chiong to a com lab at T3. haha! now practically every com in all the labs have a CS program in it. damn shiok! the other day i even saw other year 1/2 playing CS there. HAHA!

I think this year we're bonding together well. everyone's seems to get along well. and i think we're the LOUDEST class in DCSE lor... haha! some lecturers even hate us. cos they cant teach. cos we're so loud. haha! bt my class is considered the better class in terms of academics. so im proud to be in it too. haha!

These few weeks ive noticed many things surrounding the word "relationship". ive got so many friends who just embarked on their journey together with their mates... some became happier couples... some even renewed them... but some... sadly... broke up... sad:(

Im happy for those who are happy with their soulmates...

but i seriously feel for those who are down. read some of ur blogs and heard news frm ppl and its very disheartening to hear this. whatever it is... although, obviously i dunno what ur going through rite now... just remember ah guys... if u need ANYTHING... im here. help from me is always there... IF u want lah. n dun sad sad k.....? cheer ups! haha! smile :)

probably ill be going on this journey soon... (bt dunno when. ok.... u guys can go ahead n speculate... wtv.... haha!) bt i hope not to have so much problems. cos i know there will be probs along the way. hehe.

- hope u guys treasure ur moment ah! HAHA!

- mom just bought 1 jar of peanut butter... wohoo!! more things to eat around the house!!! ill definitely gonna grab 2 slices of bread and spread it with p.butter... yum yum!! :D

alrite! dats all!

cheers! :D

A word

2009-11-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

eh. i just realised my blog is almost 80% related to soccer. dang! i just realised this aft a fren just told me about this. and i dont want to have an impression of this guy spends most of his life playing soccer n nothing more...

in fact! actually soccer plays a big part of my life rite now... esp in 2009. my goal for 2007 was to gain much more great friends and get started on my deteriorating fitness. 2008 was getting into concerts after concerts and performing non-stop... i reached my goals for the past 2 years. 2009 is soccer's turn... with up to 5 times a week soccer, sanziro and competitions after competitions. so my blog is soccer after soccer ah. hahaha.

bt this time round im not blogging about soccer...

syaz(syazana ahh not syazani. btw, i call syazana syaz. i call syazani jam. so that i dont confuse myself. haha) told me this yesterday... i would pity ur future gf. to be honest. i was shocked. so i asked y?? she told me i would be too busy playing games and soccer... the first thing that came to my mind was... how did she know? since we havent met for quite some time... den i realised only my blog had these things. ouhh... now i know. alamakk... now i realised my blog had not been girl-friendly.

bt rest assured my goal for 2010 is different. hehehe!

i know that i like to disturb girls... frm ain to syaz. nures to club girls... u dunno. it seems fun to talk thrash n disturb them. bt unfortunately most of the girls i disturb are taken. AHAHAHA!!! cmon AL!! disturb all those single girls out there man!!! hahahaha. ok stop it ah yan. haha

have been reading a lot and watching on Nostradamus's 2012 prediction... it seems that the world is going to end on December 21 2012. it looks so scary when i saw it on history channel last night till i kept on dreaming about it. if u have'nt read it up. i think it would be great if u read it too. just do it when u have the time cos the passage is so darn long and complicated to understand. i have the passion so i read n watched everything. now im sooo scared.

to get u started... all the scriptures and writings of many ancient civilisations from the egyptians, mayans, alchemists, freemasons, and many many more were somehow related with one another all proving that the world is going to end in 2012. worst case is the signs of kiamat in islam, in which the sun will rise on the west is related too with some scientific theory made! im just scared. Only god would save us in this times... lets pray that this world would not end soon. amin.

alright dats all.

Cheers!:D

- to jam: cepat baik lah... nanti leh main bola agi!! hahaha.

week updates

2009-10-28T00:19:00.003+08:00

ok. now 1st week is over... i got everything settled down... and geared up for the final semester in SP.

mon: 12pm-5pm

tues:11am-2pm

wed: 11am-1pm

thurs: 8.30am-6pm. sianz...

fri: 8am-2pm. or rather... 1pm for me. cos got prayers.

fyp - its getting "stresser and stresser" by the day.

CnS - its project dunno wat shit thing to do...

So... ive sorted out my weekly trainings.

mon: 1hr freestyling

tues: 1hr freestyling

wed: street soccer in SP. 1pm-3pm. then 5pm-10pm street soccer at bedok.

thurs: 1hr freestyling

fri: freestyling test in court.

sat: training with sanziro in the morning or evening.

sun: match in the morning.

i dunno y... 1 day without playing with ball makes my legs itch. haha. i think im addicted to it. haha!

the reason there's a lot of freestyling is because of my new ambition. to be a trickster. insyaallah. hehe. this ambition came after i saw youtube videos on freestyling. one word to describe it.Beauty. not easy to perform though. so im gona spend my free time practising and practising until perfect.

just had a freestyling session. damn sweaty now as i write... never sweat like this in my own house before. ahaha. learned some of the moves... like twister(ball in between feet. standing turn 360 and balance the ball) and also inside out(inside right foot touching ball. drag ball behind left feet and cut it out using insole to bring the ball in front of u) and many more ah. haha! trying to perfect these first. hehe.

last sun had a game with EDS at first but they forfeit the match and we won. so that day we had a friendly game with SMS FC again. we played better and drew 1-1. they scored by a penalty and faqih equalised it. i came on for 5 mins before the 1st half whistle gone. i did not even get a touch. haha. coach put me behind faqih. a position i absolutely love most. that's my position. a supporting striker. played pretty well. "ole"d 2 ppl. manage to decieve the opponent about 4 times with my tricks. hehe. i told u freestyling helps! haha. had a shot which hit the post.(btol lah aku ni suke aim tiang. haha) and it went into the side netting. si supporters sume dah terpekik2 pikir goal. hahaha! gave a nice through ball which led to wan mabuk one-on-one with the keeper. unfortunately he got brushed away by the defender. haha! funny to watch.

i came off replacing din after about 30 mins in the second half. din played well too! he set up a beautiful flick, headed the ball on target! and did a split slide! hahaha! damn funny.

in the end we had fun! SMS FC is also a fun team to play against. they are quite humorous. hahaha! made a few friends with them too. haha!

alright! dats all!

so tired right now... tmr soccer day. cant wait!

past week soccer.

2009-10-18T23:42:00.002+08:00

This past week played at cage twice... on tues and wed. it was fun.

on tues was against 2 of ashiq's team. i n farid were on the same side. the first 3 games we kept on losing straight. but after getting foot of the surface, etc... it was all out domination. hehe. we didnt lose any games. but terok thing is we could not have any rest in between. haha! for 2 hrs straight we kept on playing. dominating possesion every single game. damn shiok! they know the only way to beat us is to play body or rough... by doing that they injured farid badly. i got a few minor scars only. lucky. one big sized guy tried to body contact me. bt i gave him back a sweet one and he fell. haha. power... i didnt know i had the strength. haha!

on wed i changed my boots to the metal studded ones. just for the sake of trying out... that day, me aniq, farid, din, nizam and jam came. Yad told us to bring them and challenge 2 of their teams. damn shiok! the whole 2 hrs we played we dominated again! conceding only 3 goals. when nizam was in goal. he conceded only 1. power ah! haha. our teamwork was excellent as always. ahaha. the opposing team got tired of loosing and tried to "give" us. farid already injured frm the day before... got injured again. i got scratches too. ape lagi... with my metal studded boots i came flying around ah! haha. bt unfortunately it hit 1 budak melayu... wasn't intentional though. the studs wasn't meant for u. haha. we ended the day tired n injured. haha. bt aft dat all go my hse play ps3 hahaha! :D

fri was syiok! i went to woodlands cos coach asked aniq to bring someone to drive the van to ecp to the chalet. haha. this was the 2nd time i drove a van since that embarrasing moment last may. HAHA! 1st time i drove a manual for so long.

frm woodlands i drove to choa chu kang and frm there to ecp. i drove without any sort problems. cheyy... haha! bt i think when it comes to driving experience on the road helps...u can see the way i drive and aniq... totally different! haha! im the fast paced F1-gile-racing-im-right driver. aniq is the all round safe of the safest driver. haha! on sun i drove the van too! frm katong to woodlands and frm there to tampines. haha! i think on 3 occasions on the expressways i reach 110km/h. hahaha! and on 4 occasions i cut 3 lanes straight... and 1 time i did khayal(lost concentration) for a moment while at 80km/h. haha! bt im a safe driver lah... i don't take unneccesary risks. hmmm... i wonder who drives as terrible as me... hmmm... i wonder. i still remember my 1st TP. 48 pts. YEahh!! beat that suckas!! im blardy proud of still holding that record amongst my frens. haha!

yesterday training was at ecp. it was tired like hell. the training seems never ending. smemore i n nizam cycled from home. so its extra fitness for us. im still feeling the effects of training now.

just now match was against sms fc. currently top of the table... we eventually lost 3-0. i guess fatigue gave way mainly due to training yesterday and also didnt sleep well. i came late just now cos i thought the match was 9.45am. bt it started when i arrived. around 9.15am. so wasn't in the starting 11. haha! bt i did play for 20 mins. its okay lah... as i said before... i joined sanziro to improve my soccer game. nyway, street soccer is my passion. i wish to learn what i can learn at sanziro and apply it to street soccer. overall since coming here... i think i have improved on my shooting power, physical strength and holding of ball. bt there's still more to improve like being a team player. asking for ball. which im not used to yet in field. btw, if i get to play in a match for sanziro... its a bonus. im nt the kind who would sulk if i don't play... and i don't think i want to be playing 1st team YET. fitness has dropped badly. :( next match i hope i will be match fit. *hope*

tmr sch starting... damn sianz... also my strength training will be back tmr after abt 2 months of absence. due to raya n ramadan. so... same motives... to gain 10kg and maintain at 65.

alrite guys... dats all.

cheers! :D

Soccer.

2009-10-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

This holiday. spent most of my time playing soccer. 5 times a week ive been playing soccer. even in the month of ramadan. haha!

for the last 2 weeks my soccer schedule:

- mon, wed and fri. street soccer.

- sat. soccer training.

- sunday. soccer match.

when we play street soccer... its 5 hrs straight. damn siong!

worst! i cant go gym cos my body is soooo tired.

even worst!!! look... fri, sat, sun, mon. 4 days in a row playing soccer. no rest days in between. u gotta be kidding me man... hahaha. no wonder i feel so tired lately... and stamina dropped.

i do this cos its for the passion of playing soccer. also best skali... to avenge all the 2 months i didnt play cos of injury. yeah!

Too much soccer has also been quite gd to me. ive been trying to improve my shooting power. been shooting shooting n shooting. even in street soccer! the sweet spot is certainly sweet! :)

Aniq told me during training i can take goal kick already. LoL! cool! haha.

recently Sanziro training focused a lot on shooting. cos we rarely shoot at goal during match. haha! during training... almost every shot i took was on target. that was super good as the keeper made some brilliant saves on my shots. (wah... dis new keeper damn power ah! haha!) one shot even hit the crossbar. and one was off target but just glanced the post. almost kissed it. whheee!

all was sweet strikes... not placings... inner foot. outer... etc etc... plain sweet. dats y im so proud of myself. hehe...

speaking of Sanziro... last 2 games i didnt make it against E.D.S FC. cos i felt so so tired. cos fri gt soccer... sat training. aft dat got jln raye went home very late. so i was so so tired. haha. I think god made me missed that game cos if i had played... i will certainly got injured. haha.

The last game was against Sunsports powerhouse, Bosch FC. I wasn't in the starting 11. cos we got a few new signings to the team. man, khai, wan, hairi and a new keeper. forgot his name lah. so sorry. all made it to the starting 11. hairi played left mid. my positions were all taken up by khai, cm and wan and wan played upfront. i think they played pretty good. khai n hairi were very very gd. i think they made the difference to the game. congrats to them.

i finally came on during the last 20 mins. replacing man. i tot he was playing upfront. so yeah! i was delighted. especially to be paired with faqih again. after so long. haha. after coming on i realised man played cm. dang!! i wana play forward again!! aarrgh! k nvm ah... now im much much better playing there.my positioning was also better. since its 20 mins left. and we're 1-0 up. i played more of a dm. actually i want to attack. but salleh went up. so haizz... sad ah. nvm. dm pon dm ah. haha. tak penat sgt. haha. i had an attempt on target frm a corner.aerial ball. a high boot. connected. keeper save with ease. i tot it was a foul cos of high boot. but i guess the mak salleh was damn tall... so it wasn't. HAHA! the rest of the game was just me playing in front of the defenders... while salleh went up. dang! so jealous. haha.

To be honest... i dun think we're playing against a full squad Bosch. cos dey just were'nt the same. we kept on attacking in the 1st half. they just couldnt attack. i guess we dominated the 1st half. 2nd half was much different. possesion was 50-50 i think. but we had many chances to end the game bt didnt have the finish.

overall its a convincing, morale boosting win for us! hope we will continue the streak. and i get to play striker again. haha!

i im looking forward to training dis sat. haha.

Tmr got soccer at cage. ashiq sms me after the match whether im free to play. u know... i never back down from soccer. i bringing along farid with me... so tmr shld be fun.

Wed soccer will be a little different. it will be held at cage oso... Yad FL smsed me after match too. he told me to bring as many friends as possible. since it was after the match... n all sanziro mates were dere... ahahhaha. i sms him again. u sure?? hahaha. den he replied. 4 will be enough. i told him maybe 6 or 7 will come down. hahaha. the ppl coming will be nizam, jam, din, aniq, farid and me. hahaha. azam can't come down cos he got school. sad. haha. so no permanent keeper dat day. sad. :(

orite... dats all about soccer mates.

see u in a couple of days...

cheers! :D

past few days...

2009-10-11T20:12:00.000+08:00

last wk i had an outing with FL. in fact only zaki, me n shah. supposed to be an outing bt yad gt dating o_0 and nash got fyp to finish. dang! haha. yad manage to catch us up later in the day. haha. me shah n zak go watch movie. we went to orchard cine and watched Phobia 2. damn syiok! damn fun! worth that 6 bux. i paid for. hahaha. actually Phobia 2 was my 1st movie i watched in a cinema for abt 1 year i guess... pathetic! yea i know... haiz. tu lah takde matair. haha! basket. kwn sume dah de matair mane nk ajak aku agi... ade agi bagos. gi wayang ngok sendiri! ape kene sia... hahaha.

im always dlind movie only ah. just wait for their DVD quality to come out n dl. hehe. damn syiok!

ok ah. after watching we caught up with yad n we went to my hse to play sme ps3. haha. damn funny ah yad. hahaha. had a great time out with them! :D

these few days have been busy with deals... haha. bought FIFA 10 for 55 bucks. ahaha. damn syiok! just completed one season with arsenal. powerr... getting used to the new playing style already ah. haha. will conquer the network in abt 1 mnth! hehehe....

ok ah. tmr will blog abt soccer soccer and soccer. plus Sanziro FC's 1st victory over Sunsports Powerhouse, Bosch Security FC. hehe. and i played a part in it. haha

alrite... dats all my brudds!

cheers! :D

Activities. Activities. Activities.

2009-10-10T23:28:00.005+08:00

Hey. as promised... the recent activities over the past 2 weeks.

1) FeatherLite outing with Syazana

2) Night cycling to Sanziro FC training ground.

3) BV cliques raye outing.(FL, UNION, and the girls grp. i forgot their name. lol! )

4) FL outing again.
5) Deals
6) Soccer

so much things to blog no time to blog. will blog abt these things slowly ah. haha!

1) FL outing with Syazana!

2009-10-10T23:27:00.001+08:00

1) FL outing with syazana... nash gf. was great! it's been more than 2 yrs since we met. i think.... haha. we met nash at abt 12.30 pm at raffles place mrt. den we go solat jumaat at masjid 'underground'. haha. its fun. aft dat we head down to mind's cafe nearby. we had lots lots of fun there. the usual FL inside jokes. haha. damn funny. wokayys. oh yar. we were celebrating syaz bday. haha. although its so belated. haha. had so much fun disturbing her again. been missing that for a long time. haha. that day was yad's first formal intro to her. haha. that was funny. haha. yad seems quiet dat day. haha. maybe he malu2 ah. okay ah. enuff talk. here's the pictures. haha!

our pic... i edited. i think its nice. the rabbit was super cool. cant stop laughing at it. haha! the ears flapped dammit! haha! nyway, i love my hair in this pic. haha! school's coming. gonna cut it again. wheeee!
Cheeky here. cheeky...
i swear she wasn't looking at the cam! hahahaha!
Nash said this was our precious gay moment. haha. kuang asam.
me spoiling their precious "moment"! elehh. moment konon! :P

2) night cycling to Sanziro training ground

2009-10-10T01:27:00.000+08:00

haha. this trip is the furthest ive travelled so far... its frm bedok to woodlands.

we started at about 12am. finish at around 8.30am. super long. its one of the most memorable trip ever! haha. together with nizam, jam, din and zaki. haha. super fun! the next cycling trip will be a day trip to cycle the whole of singapore. can't wait for that! these are the pics. all pics taken frm jam's cam. ahaha! damn cool.

2009-10-10T01:10:00.000+08:00

I swear this pic Nizam looks gay. haha!
Under Coach's block 3am. haha! u can see the 786E at the back. haha!
We reached Sanziro Training Pitch. its 3am.n drizzling. so its kinda dark. cant see the goalpost n all... haha!
I really like this pic! DIN'S Road To Hell. muahahahaha!!!
This was taken near Yishun Stadium
me and zak's bike. i super love my Raleigh bike man... haha! sweet! :D
This was taken at a pit stop somewhere in hougang. haha.
I fixed din's bike after his brake got problem 1/4 of the way. haha.

3) BV cliques raye

2009-10-10T01:00:00.000+08:00

HAHA! BV cliques raye was great! manage to catch up on stuff. i missed last year's raye cos was busy on smething. :( this year since shah, nash can cme along so i oso go ah! haha. that day was a sat. i went there aft training with aniq. Aniq is UNION. Im FL. so hahaha. unfortunately FL strength lacking zaki. he don wana go. *sigh*. yad was nt frm BV so tak ajak ah. kesian member kat rumah tak dpt duit. haha. we went 10 houses that day i think. didnt go my house. cos no one at home ah... frm 12pm to 12am this whole raye outing. haha.

i was so tired that went bed straight and didnt wake up till abt 10.45am on sun. Yes!!! i missed the match against E.D.S FC. damn!! this is the HONEST reason. although i felt shagged out to play a game too. this one oso honest. haha! Kesian dorg kalah.... tu ah aniq! tak nak kejot aku! hahaha!

ok ah. overall i enjoyed the outing. this are the pics:

nash n syaz aready left. kecot! kan aku ngan shah kene gay same2... haha
i dunno y... bt ain n aniq got a 'parallel' smile. haha. if u dont believe go measure. hahaha
is this a fun shot or what??!! look at suhaila man! Dang! btol nye fun! hahahahahahaha!!
Them Boys. without shah n hakim. haha!

will be updating soon!!

2009-10-09T03:01:00.003+08:00

alamak. its been quite some time since i blogged. cos too busy lah! ok ah. just blogged here to inform u i will blog abt the many many many events that happened last few weeks.

yea u would expect. its gonna be a long one. hehe.

ok days all!

cheers! :D

hari raya. soccer... again. haha!

2009-09-24T00:54:00.003+08:00

okay man. its been 1 week since i blogged. cos ive been busy lately. hari raya... fyp... ebay... deals.

haha! hari raya was great as usual. actually i don't quite like the money part. cos i feel im damn old to receive. ppl nowadays, evn the tua2 bangkas like me. look forward to hari raya cos 'can get a lot of money'. -.- its like their main motive. money money money. they shld look forward to reunion with families/relatives/cousins/friends. cos we have learnt jalinan silaturrahim tidak boleh diberi, dipotong dan dipisah. tak seperti duit... u want money go work ah!! getting green packets is just a bonus... if u happen to get... alhamdulillah. be thanks to god.

i don't count my money/how many green packets i got. i dont want to even remember who gave me $x or who gave $y... its not that. the money i got will slowly leech out on deals/my business or will be put in bank.

just now i played soccer from 4.30pm till 9.30pm. 5 hrs! the feeling: damn shiok to the core!! ahaha! its been a long time ive played like this. haha! i played mainly in defense with my best partner, nizam. my team: me, nizam, farid and ah huat. yes! ah huat! the mentally retarded guy. hahaha! he played keeper. haha. okk... we went on for 4 league games unbeaten!! wohoo! we played damn good. slick passing. excellent teamwork. i set up n scored most of the goals. i think im almost back to my best! hahaha! just now i dribbled past 3 players tricking them all before i scored. hahaha! damn cool. also my shot have much much more power. i remembered having a clean strike and it rattled the bar quite long. and the ball rebounded fast off it. haha! damn cool. i like to hear the sound of the tiang rattling. maybe thats why i got my nickname 'tiang'. haha!

still feeling the after effects now. damn tired. minor ankle inury. and a bit of a bruised toe. cos i accidentally shot the floor instead of the ball. u heard it right. the floor! haha. dont laugh! pain u noe! haha.

btw, i had sweet ebay deals this past week. PS3 game, midnight club: LA for $12. adidas soccer boots, old version one, just for training purposes for $15 only! damn syiok! haha! midnight club deal done. soccer boots will deal on tuesday. 1.30pm. dunno whether to buy nfs carbon or not. ebay selling for $15 now... arrrrr..... plus! im having a deal tmr 1.30pm at jurong point. very far. its for my gta4. im selling it away, cos i think its boring. the pc one much much better.

upcoming plans:

tmr - deal at jurong. 1.30pm

Fri - celebrate Syazana's birthday at raffles. dunno ah where. nash bringing us. haha.

sat/sun - jalan raye most prob.

mon - maybe jln raye with soccer gangs.

tues - deal at sembawang. 1.30pm

wed - Night cycling with FL and syazani, nizam and hafizzudin. hehe. guaranteed fun! Destination: Truth. haha! dunno ah. not confirm yet. haha!

alright ah thats all for today. gona blog about something else at a later time.

cheers! :D

-1.39AM

happy happy

2009-09-16T14:49:00.008+08:00

its been some time since i blogged. very lazy ah. haha

ok ah. on monday had buke/outing with my pri sch friends, Jiwas... about 11 ppl came. almost full strength. haha! cool. i enjoyed the time together. it was fun. haha.

we buke at nasrin, at arab street. the f0od was not that good, esp with a price like that! i spent $10.90 on fish n chips. i can get a better tasting fish n chips at simpang bedok. plus! the food came 1hr late. we were very angry. some of them ordered kebab bal. that was worst. for $11.90, u get only 6 pcs of small chicken drumlets. hahaha. Advice: don't go there if u hacve no budget for $20++ food. haha.

after that we went karaokeing at cash studio bedok central. haha. it was near my house so i suggested it. muahahaha! it was great playing around. singing. hahaha!!!

after going out with them... i met din n nizam. we go qiam together. that was their 1st time qiaming... so i became the mentor... lol!! i tell you... it was one of the funniest nights ever!!! hahaha! totally enjoyable but tired. still feeling the effects till today! but i may want to go again this thurs. haha! can't wait!

today playing st soccer with geng bola... hehe. can't wait!

ok ah... here are the pics for the outing/buke! :

ok dats all!!

cheers! :D

sanziro. buke

2009-09-14T00:45:00.005+08:00

today had training with sanziro members at woodlands. u heard me rite woodlands. last minute change venue to there. lucky got din. he drove there. so we all tompang him ah. haha!

wokayys... so the training was very much unprepared for. cos everyone thought coach is handling the training. as im the so called aniq's 'adviser'... i was unprepared too. haha! so as we were unprepared... i can say that aniq handled the training well. well done. haha! but to be honest i don't quite like the shooting practice style. its not only today. but everytime its practiced too. its like kinda waste time. with others watching u shoot 5/8 balls. i prefer it differently. but nevermind...

after all these time training... i finally got the touch of the 'sweet' spot for shooting. those soccer players know what the 'sweet' spot is... its when u shoot and there's no 'kpak' sound when u strike it. its just... 'bhoom'!! and i manage to use this skill at st soccer now. n my shots are more powerful than a few months back. hehe... cool shit.

also, training went well. i played quite well. at least my play in field has improved. now im playing with confidence. but im still getting back to my previous form before injury. and not to mention... getting back to full fitness. yesterday playing st soccer. i had a bit of an injury scare. cos man rembat peh powerful hit my leg. and it twisted a bit. but luckily i have recovered in time for just now's training. hehe. hope i get to my full form and fitness fast enough before the next match! hehe.

on the way and back from training in din's car... i, nizam and jam sat at the back of the 8 seater car... it was chaos! haha! we were so noisy that by the looks of farid's face... he looks annoyed. hahaha! bt that was the purpose basically. hahaha! nizam kept on disturbing isaac and ilyas. haha. hell. it was chaos. muahahaha...

went to mr teh tarik at tamp to buke. den went home.

tmr nizam coming for qiam together with azam... so syiok guaranteed! haha! fun fun fun. can't wait! hope more people can join in too.

orite. gotta eat now!

cheers! :D

- 12.58AM

zip

2009-09-12T14:38:00.003+08:00

hey. something funny... i never zip my pants when i go out! this whole week is plenty of it! haha! no wonder ppl in the mrt looks at me very different. haha! its not on purpose. haha!

yesterday worse! when terawih was about to start. i rabe rabe myself to check2... haha! then poof! i realised i have not zip my pants! that means from home... to bus stop to bus to walk to mosque to standing up in mosque... i did not zip! haha!

but on tues was el classico. did not zip my pants frm home to sch. btw journey to sch is 1 hr and i did not zip until in sch in toilet when i want to unzip my pants. hahaha!! no wonder that chiobu in mrt kept looking 'down'. no wonder.... haha. she saw it! yes! hahahaha!

there are more incident throughout the week when i did not zip my pants.

silly me! haha!

alhamdulillah. terawih was so far good to me. everytime when i went i did 20. so far this year i have missed 7 days of terawih. not because i don't wana go. cos i can't go. cos need to do something more important. haha. yeah true! i think today, tmr n monday will be missing terawih oso.

cos today after soccer training at bgps, will play soccer at 138.

tmr cant go cos iftar together with bvss members. aft that soccer at simpang st soccer.

mon got iftar with jiwa!! wohoo! can't wait to see them. its been a long long long time. im looking forward to seeing the ns guys, adi, faj, bai, malaque. haha! yea.... hope she can come. i think she will come cos she want our votes for idol. muahahaha! kd kd...

tonite BPL resumes... Man City vs Arsenal. how i want Vermaelen to injure Adebayor. maybe break his leg or smth. anything will do. just injure that bastard. i dun care. Adebayor: get ready for the boo boo boys n get ready to BE the ball. i dun think the gunners will treat u lightly.

ok man(mahn)!

dats all.

cheers! :D

-2.55PM - 1.35mins till i leave for soccer training at BGPS. cant wait! im conducting the training with aniq. hehe.

post.video

2009-09-10T23:35:00.004+08:00

I have posted something rather controversial abt Sanziro... its in my private blog. those who want to have a look at my blog do tell me! haha. its nothing bad. just some points to look into... dats all.

ok! here's a video i make a long long long time ago. super cute! haha! enjoy!

Cheers! :D

- 11.42PM

soccer.ps3

2009-09-10T02:59:00.002+08:00

hey... just now played soccer with the geng bola... long time never play. haikal came and we catch things up! grreeat! haha. farid and aniq did not came cos of work. haizz....

i played pretty well today. im proud of myself. hehe. did my usual best... king of cucuk! hahaha! i played in defense along with my best defensive partner nizam. haha. we were unbeatable for most games. i n din scored most of them. i created most of the goals too. haha! i begin to realise im getting back to my form. cool.

but the best news is that im came through unscathered! complete injury-free! wohoo! 1st time! haha. maybe tmr wana play again. let see. hmm...

i think i wana get a racing game for my ps3 ah. like so boring now no more games to play except for Fifa09 and ninja gaiden. i have completed raw vs smackdown 09. kinda cool. ninja gaiden is so damn tough! that game make me suffer from excessive swearing, extreme aggravation and controller throwing!! haha! im now at chapter 6. 6 more to go! but now stuck at chapter 6. dang!! gona try my luck now ah! haha!

cheers! :D

- 3.10AM

soccer. life. what happen?

2009-09-09T17:42:00.002+08:00

hehe... today gonna play soccer with st soccer members. haikal coming. so gooood! haha.

now supposedly to meet them. but i think aft buke then ill play. cos lazy ar... just now never sahur properly. haha! u noe what i eat... 2 pcs of nugget and plain rice. dats all. cos i woke up at 5.15am. LOL!

Fifa10 coming up soon. once it reaches the stores ill grab it! confirm! haha. just finished playing Fifa09... nowadays my form has dipped. last time can go up to 15 games unbeaten! now keep on losing to simple players. haiz... my %win also has gone down to 69% from 72%. sad.

my list of what i wana buy:

1) FIFA10

2) Opeth concert ticket

3) Business

haha. business meaning i buy online and sell again. hehe. im gona kickstart it back!

I have won an authentic liverpool jersey. price: $8!!! kinda cool! so gona pay later.

wheee!!! After that im gona sell it back online for much higher price. last time i sold a liv torres jersey for $40. i bought it for $18 only. sui! earn earn earn. profit profit profit!

my philosophy of the month: whatever you do... remember to live your life!

hehe... that has many meanings. define it yourself!

more philosophies to come. i love inventing new ones...

alright gotta bathe soon! haha! whats the time man...

cheers!:D

this week. moustache. form

2009-09-08T01:23:00.005+08:00

This week's plan haven't been planned properly. Im amazed! suddenly im so free!

its been a long time since ive been this free... probably my friends are fed up cos i always buih them... haha! ive said sorry many times... and im gona say it again: SORRY!

its not my fault that i always buih u guys. eveytime something urgent last min came up. haizz...

Tmr got deal at orchard at 2pm. i bought... in fact, we bought a soccer ball. We consists of my geng bola members, aniq, jam, farid, din. nizam cant pay. nvm got excuse. every1 contributed $2. the ball costs $13. here's a link to the ball i bid on ebay:

http://cgi.ebay.com.sg/ws/eBayISAPI.dll?ViewItem&item=250490334836#ht_500wt_975

its been a while since i bidded on ebay. the last time was my boots! hehe! ;D

I realised i havent shaved for one n half weeks and im growing a moustache. super funny. haha! hmm... dunno wana keep it or not. i need suggestions!!!

recently my feet like very itchy. not because of mites... its because of soccer. haha! ever since i have recovered from my 2-month-long injury, my form has dipped drastically. even in my forte... st soccer. i still remember the time before i was injured. fuuh! i was not scared of challenges and can get past through the whole team of matreps alone! u know how matreps play... i think my geng bola frens should know this. haha! this time round i am so scared of tackling that i just let it go! also im scared of people pressurising me. i just avoid them.

this isn't me. im sure i will get back to that THE form soon enough and get back to Sanziro with a bang! and yea... now i know my role. im an attacking mid center/supporting striker. yeap! finally! after all these years. but im still flexible... ;P

im so hungry. gona eat soon!

cheers!:D

something.

2009-09-07T00:46:00.006+08:00

Finally, the video that caused major uproar...

and its finally on Youtube!!

here it is!

- just don't vomit!

blisters. fatigue.

2009-09-06T22:34:00.003+08:00

Today was quite fun. but exhausting.

woke up in the afternoon. do some facebooking and ebay online. den help out around the house. haha. bathe in the evening at 4pm.

4.45pm went soccer training at my former pri sch, Fengshan. the pitch was okay, except it was half of what a normal pitch is. haha. heck! we just needed a pitch. training quite fun and bizarre. i conducted it. haha. even isaac and ilyas came. coooool!

went home and break fast. decided not to go terawih cos im so tired and muscles are aching. imagine yesterday. dalah training penat gile!! i was so dehydrated during the "match" that i didn't sweat and my mouth dried up! otw home saw nizam, azam, man, mike and parth at st soccer. nizam obviously cabot training today! haha! talked to them for a while before realising that its 7.45pm! shoot! terawih!!

luckily my dad going too. so can tompang. haha. so by 8.10pm i went home, eat, drink, solat, bathe and get changed. 25 mins! For a moment i was.... Superman!

went terawih with zaki and saw nash and his brother and also salihin. ahahha! all not planned seyy. haha! btw, i did the full rakaats kay! "don't pray pray!" haha!

so u see... i zooooom past all the way. no rest in between. Fitness!! haha! went home and bam!

today still feeling the after effects. still need one day rest before starting on my fitness regime again. cos i think my fitness has dipped drastically this month. cos i have not run for like 1 month. haha! and i got blisters at both my feet. cos i did not bring the soles during training yesterday...-.-

This is my first full entry. so be nice kiddos...

i think its still quite long and similar to the posts in my private blog. but i'll improve... :D

wokays!

Cheers! :D

Scripture in call...

2009-09-05T23:35:00.000+08:00

This blog is made due to some requests from ppl...

i've got another blog.... bt that one has been private for nearly 7 years! and i intend to keep it that way...

this blog, i will keep it short n sweet. and also readable... haha! i will take less than 30 mins writing. unlike 2 hours. muahahhahaha!!

so enjoy guys... and yes! u may link this blog now!! hahaha....

cheers! :D

Great Deals/Bargains!!

2009-09-05T14:23:00.012+08:00

For those who want to know where i got all the great deals/bargains. here it is!

Buying/selling online:

For Miscellaneous stuff, eg. clothes, shoes, boots, home appliances, etc. look here:

1) eBay - http://www.ebay.com.sg/

2) HardwareZone - http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/forumdisplay.php?s=&f=261&page=1&pp=20&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1

2) Soft - http://soft.com.sg/forum/non-music-related-buy-sell/

3) Vr-Zone - http://forums.vr-zone.com/forumdisplay.php?f=92&pp=30&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=30

4) SGForums - http://www.sgforums.com/forums/19

5) Togoparts - http://togoparts.com/marketplace/list_categories.php

6) GameAxis - http://forums.gameaxis.com/forumdisplay.php?f=240&pp=20&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1

6) SGClub - http://www.sgclub.com/general_merchandise/?sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1

7) Phing - http://www.phing.com/

For games/consoles/etc look here:

1) HardwareZone - http://forums.hardwarezone.com.sg/forumdisplay.php?s=&f=258&page=1&pp=20&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1

2) GameAxis - http://forums.gameaxis.com/forumdisplay.php?s=&f=248&page=1&pp=20&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1

3) Vr-Zone - http://forums.vr-zone.com/forumdisplay.php?s=&f=168&page=1&pp=40&sort=dateline&order=desc&daysprune=-1&prefixid=

For Sales/Offers/Warehouse sale updates:

1) Offerstation - http://sg.offerstation.com/index.htm

Some terms for u to note especially in these forums.

Forum Format:
Threads - "A thread is a collection of posts, usually displayed – by default – from oldest to latest" - as defined by wikipedia
Posts - whatever is in the thread is the post.

Threads:

Wtb = want to buy - these are threads from ppl who want to buy or looking for stuff.

Wts = want to sell - these are threads from ppl who want to sell or looking to sell their stuff.

Wtt = want to trade - these are threads from ppl who are looking to trade ur stuff with theirs. stuff like trading cards, guitars, equipments, games. money may be involved if the item is of higher/lower value than the traded item.

MWTS/B/T = Might want to sell/buy/trade.

Wth/Wtf = want to hahahaha! - some ppl are just cheeky. haha

Item terms:

BN - Brand New

BNIB - Brand New in bag/box

BNWT - Brand New with Tag

Paying terms - how to pay?:

COD - Cash On Delivery - which means you meet the guy and pay him and you'll get your item.

Bank Deposit or Bank Transfer - you transfer money to that guy via bank: POSB, OCBC, etc.

Paypal - its internet money transfer. its kinda complicated. i suggest those beginners don't try it.

PS: You have to learn to navigate the website yourself. its quite tedious at first. and u need to get used to it. but once uve have bookmarked everything and gotten used to it. then it will just be in a simple click and u may get great deals here n there! its a matter of passion.

Almost every 5 hours i go n check on these websites so that i don't miss out any great deals that has just popped up. haha!

Some great deals i've bought! :

Random items:

My beloved Adidas Fortitude Red watch: $50

Retail Price: $170

One of the best deals so far...

2) Brooks Running shoe: $18

Retail Price: $45

3) Adidas Predator Powerswerve Grade A: $120

Retail Price: $265

4) 2 Adidas Soccer old skool boots: $10, $15

Retail price: ??

5) PS3 game Midnight Club: LA and NFS Carbon: $15 each

Retail Price: $50

6) PS3 Game: GTA IV and Smackdown VS Raw 09: $40 each

Retail Price: $70/80

7) Modded Raleigh Bike: $260

Retail Price: $470

8) 30kg Dumbells with Weights: $30

Retail Price: $90

Clothings:

1) 2 Original Liverpool Jerseys: $8, $20

Retail Price: $70, $110

Both sold at a much higher price.

2) Original Barca training kit: $15

Retail Price: $60

3) Original Real Madrid Ladies Jersey: $6

Retail Price: $40

Planning to sell it away.

4) 4 Topman Polo-T: $8, $10, $11

5) Ben Sherman Polo-T: $12

6) Red Checkered Long Sleeve Shirt: $15

More deals surely coming up soon!

I've provided you the basic essential tools for internet buying and selling. so All the Best!!

Videos

2009-09-05T14:23:00.001+08:00

Songs of the Moment

2009-09-05T14:23:00.000+08:00

Songs of the Moment:

1) Evans Blue - The Future In The End

2) Vayden - Painted Face

3) Skillet - Hero

4) Crossfade - Washing The World Away

5) Hollywood Undead - This Love, This Hate

New Albums:

1) Breaking Benjamin

2) Skillet

3) Crossfade

Upcoming Concerts in Singapore:

1) Opeth - November

About Me

2009-09-05T13:51:00.000+08:00

Personal Info:

Full Name: Muhammad Alfiyan Bin Zaihan

Age:19

DOB: 240190

Nicknames: al, yan, fiyan, bizkut, tiang, eh, oi, woi, bodo.

Diploma in Civil and Structural Engineering

Singapore Polytechnic

Singapore Polytechnic Guitarists

Featherlite

Jiwe gang

Bola gang

Soldier's Poem

Sanziro FC

Im the real average joe... i love, do, try almost anything and everything. but im neither good a nor im bad at everything i do. in the middle. im quite good at writing. but poor in speaking English. Most of my overseas friends i met online asked me before whether i was from England. HAHA!

People say im a good thinker. wise in a way... yeap... thats basically what i do during my leisure hours... just read read read and think think think.

I love Arsenal FC. A die hard fan! I have not supported any other club since young. And i am proud to be a gooner! when Arsenal plays, i got this 'shiver' feeling. and i go to the toilet often.

Sports:
Love to play soccer. versatile player. can play in most positions. even gk. more of a playmaker. likes to assist and save but not score. I think vision, accuracy, control, passes and long balls are my assets. my weakness are aggression, power and holding the ball long. Prefer playing street rather than field. Now a Forward with Sanziro FC.

Also, i workout regularly and i like cycling very much too. I love my Raleigh bike very much! Sometimes if got time, i oso go for a jog at Bedok reservoir or stadium. depends.

Music:
I love listening to the 'extremes'. Heavy, death, progressive metal and also classical, soft, melodic music. a great combination. haha. I also like hard/alternative rock like Seether, Alterbridge and Evans Blue. Opeth is my favourite band hands down.
I own an Ibanez electric guitar, Yamaha classical guitar, and a bongo. gonna buy an acoustic guitar soon.
More of an acoustic player. haha! I oso like to jiwang2 alone. :D

Info:
I love reading new materials. Must read newspapers everyday. I also frequent wikipedia and read anything there thats interesting. Menshealth is a must every month. very informative, less girls. haha!

Food:
I cant resist soya bean drink, green tea, POCKY and snickers... hahaha! but my favourite meal: omelette, rice and soya sauce. sweet!:D easily adaptable. wiling to try new(any) food. must be halal ah. haha!