beneath the skin

I really like this song by Signs of Betrayal. it has a strong meaning to it and the lyrics are marvellous. not as strong as opeth's but still... damn good. now im addicted to this song.

listen and you'll be sucked into the song. Enjoy! :D

If I could show you emotions I’ve poured into love

I could fill up the seas and the infinite above

But now I stand here hatred and heartache my sin

From the scars I have gained

That I would not ever wish on anyone

chorus:

And I can’t bleed

All these things done to me

They’re trapped in this skin

And they’re wrapped around my veins

And I can’t bleed

All these things done to me

They never will fade

Like a cold dark winter’s day

If I could take back the innocence I’ve lost in my life

I would bury it deep so that it would never die

But now I stand here blackened and tainted like storm clouds

That tear through the sky

With the tear like rain drops falling all around

dreamr

this hols has been a lazy one for me... have been night shifting. n dling n watching movies at night. its been sometime since i watched a movie at the cinema. the last one was being phobia2 with FL. wahh that was a long time ago lar...

usually whenever i sleep late, arnd 4-5am i can wake up arnd 11am. im an owl... i know... haha! i need min 4hrs of sleep only per day. haha! so these few days dunno y i sleep till 2/3pm sia... btw i do wake up for suboh ah. nt like sme ppl... hahahaha!

haiz... bt i think ive enjoyed the deep sleeps cos i always dream. i mean a lot. n if its incomplete due to accidental wake up... i would sleep again and try to complete it. LOL!!

so these few days ive been dreaming about soccer. and.... ermmm.... girlfriend. HAHAHAHA!!!

dunno y ah. bt these things keep being played in my mind. cos i know that soccer esp sanziro has been bugging me. once i dreamt i played against sanziro and i, alone, destroyed them. hahahaha!!! i would wish they come true. bt sadly its a dream. den just now, i dreamt i played as a defender. i played like baihakki. LOL!! den got once i dreamt of a move in streets thats damn style... maybe wana try it out later if got a chance. hahaha! syiok or whatt! i love dreaming... haha!

ok lah... bnyk mimpi ah kau... hahaha! ok lah. btw ive updated my private blog. those have access just check it out if u want. haha!

later gonna play soccer at bv. cant wait! really! kaki gatal. haha!

school's next week. mcm @@##%%... haha! sch out = project project project = die die die... hahaha!

ok ah! gd luck to me den...

Cheers! :D

tyre tyred tire tired try tried

wah wah wah wah............. its been so damn lazy to blog nowadays. been filling my hols with none other than playing soccer, its been soccer like non-stop.

the bv street stylerz, as they would now like to be called... haha. almost everyday dey come to my hse and lepak. watch movie. play ps3. play guitar. jam. damn syiok ah. this is life with brudders... bros before hos...

i dunno lah what will happen if i substitute my bros for a ho... ooops! or rather 'she'. hahahaha! confirm i will buih dem sia... bt nvm. this is when dey'll understand. i hope. LOL!!

HAHA!

been playing streets for most of the days... damn syiok. training field oso cancel. damn syiok! i realise after sanziro, we have definitely improved as a unit. jam is now much much more aggressive and much better on the ball and awareness. farid's control and movements has improved. aniq hasnt been playing much. din n nizam still the same. cos they dun come training wat... haha! oso... wan mabok can now oso at least hold the ball. but he tends to panic. LOL!!

i have been playing my best football in years. i've applied new tricks and moves... damn syiok. i dunno whether ive said it. but my new predator x has given me a new lease of moves that i thought i can never do. still remembered my 1st goal with this shoe. damn nice. a high ball by keeper. left leg control. keeper rush out. a gentle tap. sends keeper wrong way and a goal.

hmmm... what i take from sanziro most is: aggressiveness. i tend use my hands and push ppl more now. whenever im near to the ball. my hands will be by my side ready to push ppl. besides this ive got another trick. dirty play. lol! not the sliding one... but diver, faker and tripper. hahaha! i tend to go down easily although most of the time it doesnt hurt, i fell esp when i feel a brush on my legs or smething. then i fake injury. lol! and i notice i tend to pressure the person with possesion by their tail. then his leg will catch my leg whenever he pulled back his leg and attempt a shot. then he will definitely fall or smeting. sme ppl smetimes get fed up with me. haha! bt i dunno. i just follow behind wat. your the one hitting me... hahaha!

with our aggressiveness taken into a new level. its time to play in the Sunday League. wohooo!! last sun 1st time played and dominated the court. bt with thanks to zuhri, ab and brandon. haha! we stayed inside for like 7 games sia.. and i set up and scored most of the goals... damn syiok! wohooo!

just now played first at bv and then go to dewan. cos bv too many ppl. we played tong. not tiang. hahaha! and i was the tong master. scored 7 goals. hahaha! so... syiok ah! :D

and i thought i had broken my left leg sia after nizam attempted to block my shot. instead his misjudgement caused him to 'shoot' my left standing leg. i screamed in pain as i fell. i swear i could feel my bone vibrating after he hit me. never in my life i felt this b4. the pain unbearable. bt after a while it fades away den i feel i can move, stand and walk. but still felt quite weak ah. till now my left leg feel very weak. dang! now injured. shoot :(

wah. what an experience ah today... hahaha!!

ok dats all! this hasnt been a girl-friendly post. so bear with it! hahahhahaha!

stay fresh guys! :)

cheers! :D

:D

I feel so good now that whenever i bend over... rainbow falls out of my ass.

plans. events. plans. events. plans.

just now faj msged us... to inform us abt the possible outing this weekend. so damn syiok! cant wait. its been a long time since jiwes went out. hope faj bringing her girls... hehe. asik die sorg je mendak sehh...

did nt go penin just now. cos very lazy. felt like dling movies and searching for songs. its been quite some time since i explore new bands and songs. and ive dled a few movies for the movie marathon coming up next week. so great! cant wait.

this movie marathon thing is actually from FL. i still remembered we often crash at either my hse or shah's to watch a movie or rather movies... gosh! i miss those days... nowadays, FL got other stuff to do. always busy here busy there. want to organise something oso malas. cos i know they all wont reply fast or they'll always be busy. its just isn't the usual FL like last time. dunno wat happen ah. so very sad. hope everything will go back last time soon. luckily, eversince FL became busy... ive been looking for great ppl to go out with. and made great friends in the geng bola... they are the ones filling up the empty spaces left by FL. so i dun feel sort of 'lonely' anymore. though i still miss FL... not mentioning jiwes too!!

its the hols... and its when u can easily get bored. when u dont plan anything... so frm today onwards... im going to train my fitness and workouts back. like previously ah. long time never run. napha test oso coming in abt 1 month. so must train ah. i also aim to achieve the definition i want before NS. so hehe.

last fri my class had a bbq at pasir ris park. damn syiok and cool. we played card games and dares for most of the time there... haha! n i think i kena the most lah... -.-

here are the pics! :D

Class 3B04 with Sirajul Islam!!! wohooo!!!

This is the dare i made them do. wicked!

This is another i asked them do... Moooooooooo!!! hahahahaha

Self-explainatory. and yeah dats my feet. Shit.

The keling had to lick it!! eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Thats my leg. hair kena pull sia... nabe. -.-

This is the most disgusting shit ive ever done! OMG look at HX's armpit hair. eww!! yucks!!!! still makes me tingle till today.... :(

Sin Chyuan kena vodka shot with chilli sauce inside. cos he lost to me in 200m race... LOL!!

HAHA! keling kena mouth-to-mouth transfer. HAHA!

Playing the games... hahaha!

BBQing the food.

overall that day... these are the dares i kena:

1) eat 1 raw egg with chilli padi

2) smashed chilli padi smeared on lips, chin, under nose area.

3) whipped creamed my whole face

4) roll 2m on grass

5) run 200m

6) licked HX's nips

7) keling licked my leg

8) my leg hair kena pulled

9) saykok licked my toes

10) face slapped by a slipper

definitely got more ah... haha. yeah... this is what frens are made for lor...... hahahaha!

overall... had a blast!!!

ok dats all!

Cheers!:D

life is beautiful.

its been nearly 2 weeks since i blogged. its due to tests n submissions. so very sian ah. cant blog.

its almost 1 year since i moved from friendster to fb. so im happy. just checked out the new friendster... its already becoming too fb-like... haha. so dun care ah abt friendster. hahaha.

speaking of fb... just now i came across one of my fren's wall. and almost teared. wah. alfiyan so emotional sia suddenly... haha. but seriously... its so sweet lah. plus! i havent been feeling that same way for a very very very long time... he's a very very lucky boy though...

another thing on fb which i came across more n more often and it is seriously depressing. i kept on seeing ppl say... life is shit... life is boring... i dunno what to do with life... can life get any better... if you're thinking like this. SCREW YOU!! u can just might as well go and kill yourself. pls lah... when you say these kinds of things just look in the mirror and say "i am shit".... and not life. life aint shit. u are the one who made it shit. i tell u one thing... whenever ure bored... find things to do. search for things to do... there are many many things u can do. and when u feel shit. dun make urself feel anymore much shitter than it already is.... yar. and blame it on life. i live by these principles... so u can rarely see me frown or get mad or angry. alfiyan = smile = happy boy-always. :D

last week we had 2 games. one which i played for 15 mins which we lost 3-2 to CITI FX. dat game i played 3 positions. 5 mins on each position, amc, cm, dm. hahaha! the one i did best was amc. that is definitely my best position. 5 mins and i set up 3 through on goal opportunities, one shot on target and 1 offside which wasn't supposed to be cos i wasnt in the offside position. it was my teammate and bleargh!!! shit u ref. controlled the ball superbly n through on goal den kena offside. wth!

last game was a friendly. we lost 3-1. i played 10 mins only. bt wth. :(

after a few months... i think i have identified my strengths. they are: ball control, ball holding, vision, feeders, long balls, shooting, passing. my weaknesses are mostly defensive: 1st ball, tackling, marking, physique, strength, positioning. i really need to work on these as much as possible.

nowadays competition in sanziro fc is very very fierce. ur game need to constantly be up there. if not u'll risk not playing in the next game. and feel shit. last sat i trained like shit. cant even shoot properly. dats y i played only 10 mins in the friendly and was also the last to be subbed in. shit ah. depressing too. bt nevermind... i will vow to work really hard and prove that i really deserve to be in the 1st team.

not to mention this... after the regeneration of sanziro... i think i have learnt a lot from them. especially with the bros, alif, man and khai. esp khai. i learnt a lot frm him ah. i observe his movements, passing, feeders... damn nice. being with them certainly help... a lot.

last sat played st soccer. was using my new predator-x absolado(red/black). damn syiok! and i played extremely well. was at my top form. n i did tricks which i never know i can do. haha! even man was amazed. hahahhaaha!! he ask me to teach him but said i forgot. hahahahahhaa!!

im looking for a new soccer boot. i dun care grades anymore... just as long it is nice and good. dats all. it all depends on the person man. hahaha. im also looking for an arsenal shirt.

My plans for the week so far....

tmr - peninsula buy guitar strings. and soccer "training"

wed - soccer as usual

thurs - geng bola coming to my hse for jamming n ps3 session. lol!

fri - soccer i think.

sat - soccer training

sun - soccer match

tues - planning to go to escape of movie marathon at my hse with geng bola. hahaha!

fri - FL meetup.

Possible plannings (TBC):

night cycling (whole singapore) with FL n geng bola

BBQ with geng bola

escape theme park with geng bola

cage match with geng bola.

nash bday celebration with FL n syaz

speaking abt syaz.... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAAH!!!!!! cant stop laughing abt ytd sia.... hahahahhahahahahahahhaha!!! wohoooo!! :D

btw,

the chorus of the new song ive posted:

I'm the One that you've been looking for
I'm the One that you've been waiting for
I've had My eyes on you ever since you were born
I will love you after the rain falls down
I will love you after the sun goes out
I'll have my eyes on you after the world is no more

so u know what i do as a civil engineer?? hahaha! here's a glimpse: hahaha!

--> the streets are my passion. thats where i lay.

dats all!

cheers! :D

Road to SuperSTAR-dom!!!

- If you are what you say you are, a superstar

although i totally hate this rnb shit song... its been playing in my mind these few days... ever since yesterday... hahaha! okok ill tell u my road to SuperSTAR-dom....

haha! it all started on thurs night... late at night. by that time i had 5 sort-of-confirmed helpers to go n help out in sembelih kambing. i was so excited that i decided to entertain both syaz online. hahaha! den sleptfor only 3 hrs. ahaha.

but by morning all my hopes were crushed... almost. at least nizam saved my day. he managed to wake up after several wake up calls from me. i called his mum to wake him up! exactly the same scenario with waking up shah. hahaha! but nizam's mum was sporting ah. i heard frm the phone while she was waking him up: " kan bagos kau ade kwn mcm gini, ajak kau gi smyg. bangun bangun!!!" HAHAHA!!! i just tersengih2 whe

n i heard that! hahahhaa.

so we went to taqua, early, around 7.30am for prayers. nizam slept throughout the khutbah! LOL!!! damn funny sia. after solat den we hang around the kambing cage hoping to help out... in the end we only saw a zam inside. hahaha! sad ah. cos they say aft solat jumaat den they'll carry out the korban. so we went home. disappointed.

before we part, nizam promised me that he'll join me later with korban. so i was glad.

as expected. he didnt turn up. and all my frens still didnt pick up my calls. i was so frustrated. bt i just go alone ah. like emo boy. so i went to ansar... cos that's where i know my frens will be there.

after solat i stayed back at the dewan for a long time until the crowd cleared. fortunately i saw Ariff. this noble guy practically saved my weekend. i actually got to know him from nash. i know these type of ppl would stay back in masjid one... haha. so i approached him.... before i even mention i want to volunteer korban the next day. he asked me. so i said ok with my smile smiling damn wide. i have never b

een so pleased in my life before. lol! so i went home smiling... like org gile liddat... HAHA!

so on saturday. i came late. 9am start i came 9.10. only 2 kambings had been done. ha

ha. so, i changed and help out. wahh. down there i tell u was kecohh to the max lah... haha. damn fun. the ustaz there w

as very welcoming too. i like.

i tell u the environment was exactly the one i want it to be... besides the extremely rowdy ones... cos they're just there to play around not help. haha. besides that, the ppl there very sopan. akhlak baik. i was amazed lah. ive never met a grp of ppl like this before. oh my god... the way they talk...... fuyyoh! seriously an eye-opener. i can never hear this whenever im with anyone before lah... my mom told me they are the ones who i shld be mixing with. not ur vulgar football club. in a way i agree with her lah. my mom really anti sanziro lah. cos they are of different breed.

ok enuff abt them. haha. so the ustaz took down my name and number so that any masjid activities i can come down and help. which i will gladly help out. definitely!! so this means im part of their belia already... so syiok! happy happy. very happy. :D

besides that! news reporter also came. and i was in the news!!! wohoo!!! thats where i got my superSTAR-dom! wheee!!! actually i didnt know the reporter was focusing at me until i saw the news. heck! i dun even know i was being shot! haha. so i too was damn surprised by this... i think i got bonus ah for persisting to help out, this and that... i think god want to repay by giving me a shot at superSTAR-dom. hahaha!

aftermath: my muscles are super sore. my wrist salah urat. cos i was very sway i got to carry the kambings which kicks a lot. and i got to hold these kambings' hind legs... which are the most powerful. so when i was holding it. then they kick... thats when i salah urat ah... den bengkak. i tahan only ah and continued. i strong boy wat....

at night the wrist got worse. cant move. soi went to embah's house to urut. hahaha! at first embah thought its azam coming cos azam always ask to urut his hand. this is the 1st time i injured my hand. so he was shocked that i was the one appearing at his doorstep. hahaha! so funny lah his expression. haha!

at night, my back muscles soreness got worse. used OSIM to urut my back. relief. for the night only. wahh! mornin

g it gets damn painful. dragged myself out of bed to go to training. haha!

training today was great. i focused. so i did well. fameel, the gk even said my shot was powerful and getting better. so yeah. hehe. great!

went home and got my monthly fix of movie marathon. later arsenal vs chelsea. Gunners will trash the bues!!! yeahh!!!

alright dats all for today.

now i have achieved 5/8 of what i want to achieve before erhmmm erhmmm.... so smiles!i want to be involved in something which i want to do since young. in 2010 ill start. by this time i think ill be done with soccer commitments. haha! i'll tell you once ive started doing it. the percentage of me achieving this is 75%. so yeah! power ah!! syiok to the core.

this weekend is great! super best! especially the one i got started on one of my many ''things to accomplish before i erhmm erhmm''. so yeah! three cheers for the SuperSTAR!!! wohooo!!!!!!

Cheers! :D

PS: tu lah! a

ku ajak korg gi tolong2 ibadah korban mcm2 excuse korg bagi. kan klau tak korg pon skg dah jadi superSTAR mcm aku! btw cepat2 ambik autograph aku. klau queue dah panjang korg aku tak heran lagi tau! hishh! tak sabar aku. mesti hot chickies contact aku nye. bile aku dah banyak peminat korg tak leh curik peminat2 aku sume ehh. aku tak bagi. elehh.... tolong korban tak nak kan aku kene buat korban sorg2. ok ah! aku pon superSTAR sorg2 ah! korg sume bleh pegi pancing lame2 ah... bnyk ikan kat laut pe... aku ikan dtg kat aku tau. jgn jealous! pasal aku ni superSTAR!! :D

happy days ahead?

last week was great. as per norm. soccer as per norm. running as per norm. workout resumed... best!

sat went for training. wasn't my best though. i played a lot and wasn't concentrating and taking things too lightly. haha! ok lah. bt i did had fun during training. so smiles.

sun we had our league match against devilskop. the last match against them i was their 1st 11. target man when we played 4-5-1. at that time i was very very very inexperienced and new to soccer, (in field lah!). so i didnt know what to do etc etc... now im better. can say ah... cos played many more games and i know what im expected to do in those situations.

so... last sun as usual... ever since the regeneration of sanziro, i have been on the bench. i think 3 games straight already. as ive said before... i dun mind being on the bench. ok. so we thrashed devilskop 4-1. and i think i was the only one who felt really down there. no. not because i didnt play. cos i feel i didn't do well the last time. comparing now and last time... ppl would be thinking: why last time we didnt thrash them? why we lost? why we did'nt create chances? why we managed to lose? and the dreaded questions... who's the striker? what is he doing? why the hell he didnt score?

cmon! dun deny u didnt even blurt it out. even if its in ur heart... cos i even heard ppl say that. and its so damn demoralising dat i didnt talk. furthermore some ppl just made me feel shit. by saying... why not playing? why u didn't play? over and over again smemore... cb. i was already not in the mood. and u just made me feel shitter than i was already in. i really wanted to stand up and punch the nose sia... cb. luckily i had patience and i just keep ignoring 'it'...

damn sad ah to come to think of this... but i look forward to sanziro trainings... not matches. cos im already feeling useless on matchday. so i dont bother anymore. i just come for the sake that im a sanziro player and want to better myself. trainings will surely help me better myself. so that i can play better in st soccer. cos there lies my passion. matches just make me waste my day away if im at the bench and not gonna play or not playing. both 'play' are different okayy. dun tell me they are the same. cos they aren't.

looking forward to the next training which will be on sunday. i bet u less than half of the squad will make it. cos they all malas. what i know is i just need to continue to train hard.

for the past few weeks ive been training my stamina. by doing interval runnings. damn syiok. now i like to run. haha! my sanziro fitness test has also improved a lot! best timing for shuttle run and 10.23m for 2km run. not bad ah... i still wana reach my goal... i will train hard until i reach it! :D

yesterday my dad bought a 27 inch crt tv. lol! he said its for my ps3... cos ive been playing ps3 on a 14 inch tv. damn small. not syiok at all. haha. he bought it at a jumble sale. for $40 damn cheap ah.... the teevee was so heavy... i carried one side, my dad carried it on another. den i sprained my back. damn painful. carried wrongly ah... :( now have to bear with it ah... sitting and lying down is painful too. haha. bt nevermind ah. i strong boy. can tahan! haha!

den played fifa10 for like 6 hrs... damn syiok! cos now got bigger screen. so everything can see more clearly... so passes and visions are to my usual fifa09 best! haha. and NOW im the top 200 best player in singapore! yea... im dat good ya know... and i saw the stats of the top person was similar to mine... except he played more games. dats all!! haha! i know i can be the best player in singapore! haha!

for 2 weeks ive been unbeaten. so about roughly 20 games i have not been defeated yet! all wins except for 1 draw. syiok! yea. im that good. and i love it! :D

ok dats all ah!

Cheers! :D

- eh NAPhA TEST!!! smeone can go with me please!!! i desperately need someone to accompany me lah! when? after my bday! 26th jan? cos for a 20 yr old its easier for me lar... haha! pls leh... anyone!! anyone!!! PLEASE!!!

wahh! rabak.

wah. these previous week was the same basically. but some sort very frustrating in some ways... those who got access to my private blog may do so. those who want access just ask frm me. i'll invite u only if ur decent enuff.

soccer has been the same. but not as much as last time. has cut down a bit. now only 3 times per week. will replace freestyling with workouts from now on. i think ive got enuff tricks in my hand already...

this thurs NS medical checkup. going with FL. speaking of FL, shah has gone blonde again... -_- now golden tamarin monyet blonde hair mama.

nowadays dunno y my ego has gone up. LOL! like last time. i think im more happy lah... dats all. except for some events lar... otherwise im happy. hepi hepi!! :D

wanting to get myself a new pair of street soccer shoes. have been surveying everywhere these past week... but i think i'll wait for the xmas sales to come up ah! looking at an adidas predator pair <$50. haha!

i think ive reached the fitness level ive expected myseelf to become... and i'm beginning to ask myself... what next??? also 2010 is nearing and im still thinking of a new year resolution. so what next??

ok dats all!

Cheers! :D

this few weeks. hungry hungry very very hungry very.

recently been eating a lot... spending most of my allowance on food. and im broke! nothing more... just now had KFC at Fc5 with vijay n shaz(finally came to class and actually stayed there... HAHA!). As promised... i can afford to eat fast food at most every 2 weeks once. since just now willard did not come to sch... we took the opportunity. hehe. sorry ong! hahaha!

den stupid vijay just bought this iphone. now i'm so tempted to buy one... im searching for a new mp3 player lah... my zen microphoto has been a good servant for 6 long years already... so its time for a change... direction pointing to ipod touch. bt no $$ lah... bt i think i'll save up. bt i also feel i want to work ah... maybe for just 1 mnth? HAHA! get my pay, chao and buy an itouch... haha!

And my wishlist!! i need a new specs... ill probably get a sports goggles. bt dunno lah... lets see arr... besides that i want to buy a new indoor soccer shoe. cos both my shoes have worn out. i guess every 8 months for me need to change a new pair ah. haha! also looking out for cool sandals n shoes...

These few weeks in sch has been filled with fun. esp with my classmates. haha. we spent most of the "free" time playing CS... whenever got time the whole class chiong to a com lab at T3. haha! now practically every com in all the labs have a CS program in it. damn shiok! the other day i even saw other year 1/2 playing CS there. HAHA!

I think this year we're bonding together well. everyone's seems to get along well. and i think we're the LOUDEST class in DCSE lor... haha! some lecturers even hate us. cos they cant teach. cos we're so loud. haha! bt my class is considered the better class in terms of academics. so im proud to be in it too. haha!

These few weeks ive noticed many things surrounding the word "relationship". ive got so many friends who just embarked on their journey together with their mates... some became happier couples... some even renewed them... but some... sadly... broke up... sad:(

Im happy for those who are happy with their soulmates...

but i seriously feel for those who are down. read some of ur blogs and heard news frm ppl and its very disheartening to hear this. whatever it is... although, obviously i dunno what ur going through rite now... just remember ah guys... if u need ANYTHING... im here. help from me is always there... IF u want lah. n dun sad sad k.....? cheer ups! haha! smile :)

probably ill be going on this journey soon... (bt dunno when. ok.... u guys can go ahead n speculate... wtv.... haha!) bt i hope not to have so much problems. cos i know there will be probs along the way. hehe.

- hope u guys treasure ur moment ah! HAHA!

- mom just bought 1 jar of peanut butter... wohoo!! more things to eat around the house!!! ill definitely gonna grab 2 slices of bread and spread it with p.butter... yum yum!! :D

alrite! dats all!

cheers! :D

A word

eh. i just realised my blog is almost 80% related to soccer. dang! i just realised this aft a fren just told me about this. and i dont want to have an impression of this guy spends most of his life playing soccer n nothing more...

in fact! actually soccer plays a big part of my life rite now... esp in 2009. my goal for 2007 was to gain much more great friends and get started on my deteriorating fitness. 2008 was getting into concerts after concerts and performing non-stop... i reached my goals for the past 2 years. 2009 is soccer's turn... with up to 5 times a week soccer, sanziro and competitions after competitions. so my blog is soccer after soccer ah. hahaha.

bt this time round im not blogging about soccer...

syaz(syazana ahh not syazani. btw, i call syazana syaz. i call syazani jam. so that i dont confuse myself. haha) told me this yesterday... i would pity ur future gf. to be honest. i was shocked. so i asked y?? she told me i would be too busy playing games and soccer... the first thing that came to my mind was... how did she know? since we havent met for quite some time... den i realised only my blog had these things. ouhh... now i know. alamakk... now i realised my blog had not been girl-friendly.

bt rest assured my goal for 2010 is different. hehehe!

i know that i like to disturb girls... frm ain to syaz. nures to club girls... u dunno. it seems fun to talk thrash n disturb them. bt unfortunately most of the girls i disturb are taken. AHAHAHA!!! cmon AL!! disturb all those single girls out there man!!! hahahaha. ok stop it ah yan. haha

have been reading a lot and watching on Nostradamus's 2012 prediction... it seems that the world is going to end on December 21 2012. it looks so scary when i saw it on history channel last night till i kept on dreaming about it. if u have'nt read it up. i think it would be great if u read it too. just do it when u have the time cos the passage is so darn long and complicated to understand. i have the passion so i read n watched everything. now im sooo scared.

to get u started... all the scriptures and writings of many ancient civilisations from the egyptians, mayans, alchemists, freemasons, and many many more were somehow related with one another all proving that the world is going to end in 2012. worst case is the signs of kiamat in islam, in which the sun will rise on the west is related too with some scientific theory made! im just scared. Only god would save us in this times... lets pray that this world would not end soon. amin.

alright dats all.

Cheers!:D

- to jam: cepat baik lah... nanti leh main bola agi!! hahaha.

week updates

ok. now 1st week is over... i got everything settled down... and geared up for the final semester in SP.

mon: 12pm-5pm

tues:11am-2pm

wed: 11am-1pm

thurs: 8.30am-6pm. sianz...

fri: 8am-2pm. or rather... 1pm for me. cos got prayers.

fyp - its getting "stresser and stresser" by the day.

CnS - its project dunno wat shit thing to do...

So... ive sorted out my weekly trainings.

mon: 1hr freestyling

tues: 1hr freestyling

wed: street soccer in SP. 1pm-3pm. then 5pm-10pm street soccer at bedok.

thurs: 1hr freestyling

fri: freestyling test in court.

sat: training with sanziro in the morning or evening.

sun: match in the morning.

i dunno y... 1 day without playing with ball makes my legs itch. haha. i think im addicted to it. haha!

the reason there's a lot of freestyling is because of my new ambition. to be a trickster. insyaallah. hehe. this ambition came after i saw youtube videos on freestyling. one word to describe it.Beauty. not easy to perform though. so im gona spend my free time practising and practising until perfect.

just had a freestyling session. damn sweaty now as i write... never sweat like this in my own house before. ahaha. learned some of the moves... like twister(ball in between feet. standing turn 360 and balance the ball) and also inside out(inside right foot touching ball. drag ball behind left feet and cut it out using insole to bring the ball in front of u) and many more ah. haha! trying to perfect these first. hehe.

last sun had a game with EDS at first but they forfeit the match and we won. so that day we had a friendly game with SMS FC again. we played better and drew 1-1. they scored by a penalty and faqih equalised it. i came on for 5 mins before the 1st half whistle gone. i did not even get a touch. haha. coach put me behind faqih. a position i absolutely love most. that's my position. a supporting striker. played pretty well. "ole"d 2 ppl. manage to decieve the opponent about 4 times with my tricks. hehe. i told u freestyling helps! haha. had a shot which hit the post.(btol lah aku ni suke aim tiang. haha) and it went into the side netting. si supporters sume dah terpekik2 pikir goal. hahaha! gave a nice through ball which led to wan mabuk one-on-one with the keeper. unfortunately he got brushed away by the defender. haha! funny to watch.

i came off replacing din after about 30 mins in the second half. din played well too! he set up a beautiful flick, headed the ball on target! and did a split slide! hahaha! damn funny.

in the end we had fun! SMS FC is also a fun team to play against. they are quite humorous. hahaha! made a few friends with them too. haha!

alright! dats all!

so tired right now... tmr soccer day. cant wait!

past week soccer.

This past week played at cage twice... on tues and wed. it was fun.

on tues was against 2 of ashiq's team. i n farid were on the same side. the first 3 games we kept on losing straight. but after getting foot of the surface, etc... it was all out domination. hehe. we didnt lose any games. but terok thing is we could not have any rest in between. haha! for 2 hrs straight we kept on playing. dominating possesion every single game. damn shiok! they know the only way to beat us is to play body or rough... by doing that they injured farid badly. i got a few minor scars only. lucky. one big sized guy tried to body contact me. bt i gave him back a sweet one and he fell. haha. power... i didnt know i had the strength. haha!

on wed i changed my boots to the metal studded ones. just for the sake of trying out... that day, me aniq, farid, din, nizam and jam came. Yad told us to bring them and challenge 2 of their teams. damn shiok! the whole 2 hrs we played we dominated again! conceding only 3 goals. when nizam was in goal. he conceded only 1. power ah! haha. our teamwork was excellent as always. ahaha. the opposing team got tired of loosing and tried to "give" us. farid already injured frm the day before... got injured again. i got scratches too. ape lagi... with my metal studded boots i came flying around ah! haha. bt unfortunately it hit 1 budak melayu... wasn't intentional though. the studs wasn't meant for u. haha. we ended the day tired n injured. haha. bt aft dat all go my hse play ps3 hahaha! :D

fri was syiok! i went to woodlands cos coach asked aniq to bring someone to drive the van to ecp to the chalet. haha. this was the 2nd time i drove a van since that embarrasing moment last may. HAHA! 1st time i drove a manual for so long.

frm woodlands i drove to choa chu kang and frm there to ecp. i drove without any sort problems. cheyy... haha! bt i think when it comes to driving experience on the road helps...u can see the way i drive and aniq... totally different! haha! im the fast paced F1-gile-racing-im-right driver. aniq is the all round safe of the safest driver. haha! on sun i drove the van too! frm katong to woodlands and frm there to tampines. haha! i think on 3 occasions on the expressways i reach 110km/h. hahaha! and on 4 occasions i cut 3 lanes straight... and 1 time i did khayal(lost concentration) for a moment while at 80km/h. haha! bt im a safe driver lah... i don't take unneccesary risks. hmmm... i wonder who drives as terrible as me... hmmm... i wonder. i still remember my 1st TP. 48 pts. YEahh!! beat that suckas!! im blardy proud of still holding that record amongst my frens. haha!

yesterday training was at ecp. it was tired like hell. the training seems never ending. smemore i n nizam cycled from home. so its extra fitness for us. im still feeling the effects of training now.

just now match was against sms fc. currently top of the table... we eventually lost 3-0. i guess fatigue gave way mainly due to training yesterday and also didnt sleep well. i came late just now cos i thought the match was 9.45am. bt it started when i arrived. around 9.15am. so wasn't in the starting 11. haha! bt i did play for 20 mins. its okay lah... as i said before... i joined sanziro to improve my soccer game. nyway, street soccer is my passion. i wish to learn what i can learn at sanziro and apply it to street soccer. overall since coming here... i think i have improved on my shooting power, physical strength and holding of ball. bt there's still more to improve like being a team player. asking for ball. which im not used to yet in field. btw, if i get to play in a match for sanziro... its a bonus. im nt the kind who would sulk if i don't play... and i don't think i want to be playing 1st team YET. fitness has dropped badly. :( next match i hope i will be match fit. *hope*

tmr sch starting... damn sianz... also my strength training will be back tmr after abt 2 months of absence. due to raya n ramadan. so... same motives... to gain 10kg and maintain at 65.

alrite guys... dats all.

cheers! :D

Soccer.

This holiday. spent most of my time playing soccer. 5 times a week ive been playing soccer. even in the month of ramadan. haha!

for the last 2 weeks my soccer schedule:

- mon, wed and fri. street soccer.

- sat. soccer training.

- sunday. soccer match.

when we play street soccer... its 5 hrs straight. damn siong!

worst! i cant go gym cos my body is soooo tired.

even worst!!! look... fri, sat, sun, mon. 4 days in a row playing soccer. no rest days in between. u gotta be kidding me man... hahaha. no wonder i feel so tired lately... and stamina dropped.

i do this cos its for the passion of playing soccer. also best skali... to avenge all the 2 months i didnt play cos of injury. yeah!

Too much soccer has also been quite gd to me. ive been trying to improve my shooting power. been shooting shooting n shooting. even in street soccer! the sweet spot is certainly sweet! :)

Aniq told me during training i can take goal kick already. LoL! cool! haha.

recently Sanziro training focused a lot on shooting. cos we rarely shoot at goal during match. haha! during training... almost every shot i took was on target. that was super good as the keeper made some brilliant saves on my shots. (wah... dis new keeper damn power ah! haha!) one shot even hit the crossbar. and one was off target but just glanced the post. almost kissed it. whheee!

all was sweet strikes... not placings... inner foot. outer... etc etc... plain sweet. dats y im so proud of myself. hehe...

speaking of Sanziro... last 2 games i didnt make it against E.D.S FC. cos i felt so so tired. cos fri gt soccer... sat training. aft dat got jln raye went home very late. so i was so so tired. haha. I think god made me missed that game cos if i had played... i will certainly got injured. haha.

The last game was against Sunsports powerhouse, Bosch FC. I wasn't in the starting 11. cos we got a few new signings to the team. man, khai, wan, hairi and a new keeper. forgot his name lah. so sorry. all made it to the starting 11. hairi played left mid. my positions were all taken up by khai, cm and wan and wan played upfront. i think they played pretty good. khai n hairi were very very gd. i think they made the difference to the game. congrats to them.

i finally came on during the last 20 mins. replacing man. i tot he was playing upfront. so yeah! i was delighted. especially to be paired with faqih again. after so long. haha. after coming on i realised man played cm. dang!! i wana play forward again!! aarrgh! k nvm ah... now im much much better playing there.my positioning was also better. since its 20 mins left. and we're 1-0 up. i played more of a dm. actually i want to attack. but salleh went up. so haizz... sad ah. nvm. dm pon dm ah. haha. tak penat sgt. haha. i had an attempt on target frm a corner.aerial ball. a high boot. connected. keeper save with ease. i tot it was a foul cos of high boot. but i guess the mak salleh was damn tall... so it wasn't. HAHA! the rest of the game was just me playing in front of the defenders... while salleh went up. dang! so jealous. haha.

To be honest... i dun think we're playing against a full squad Bosch. cos dey just were'nt the same. we kept on attacking in the 1st half. they just couldnt attack. i guess we dominated the 1st half. 2nd half was much different. possesion was 50-50 i think. but we had many chances to end the game bt didnt have the finish.

overall its a convincing, morale boosting win for us! hope we will continue the streak. and i get to play striker again. haha!

i im looking forward to training dis sat. haha.

Tmr got soccer at cage. ashiq sms me after the match whether im free to play. u know... i never back down from soccer. i bringing along farid with me... so tmr shld be fun.

Wed soccer will be a little different. it will be held at cage oso... Yad FL smsed me after match too. he told me to bring as many friends as possible. since it was after the match... n all sanziro mates were dere... ahahhaha. i sms him again. u sure?? hahaha. den he replied. 4 will be enough. i told him maybe 6 or 7 will come down. hahaha. the ppl coming will be nizam, jam, din, aniq, farid and me. hahaha. azam can't come down cos he got school. sad. haha. so no permanent keeper dat day. sad. :(

orite... dats all about soccer mates.

see u in a couple of days...

cheers! :D

past few days...

last wk i had an outing with FL. in fact only zaki, me n shah. supposed to be an outing bt yad gt dating o_0 and nash got fyp to finish. dang! haha. yad manage to catch us up later in the day. haha. me shah n zak go watch movie. we went to orchard cine and watched Phobia 2. damn syiok! damn fun! worth that 6 bux. i paid for. hahaha. actually Phobia 2 was my 1st movie i watched in a cinema for abt 1 year i guess... pathetic! yea i know... haiz. tu lah takde matair. haha! basket. kwn sume dah de matair mane nk ajak aku agi... ade agi bagos. gi wayang ngok sendiri! ape kene sia... hahaha.

im always dlind movie only ah. just wait for their DVD quality to come out n dl. hehe. damn syiok!

ok ah. after watching we caught up with yad n we went to my hse to play sme ps3. haha. damn funny ah yad. hahaha. had a great time out with them! :D

these few days have been busy with deals... haha. bought FIFA 10 for 55 bucks. ahaha. damn syiok! just completed one season with arsenal. powerr... getting used to the new playing style already ah. haha. will conquer the network in abt 1 mnth! hehehe....

ok ah. tmr will blog abt soccer soccer and soccer. plus Sanziro FC's 1st victory over Sunsports Powerhouse, Bosch Security FC. hehe. and i played a part in it. haha

alrite... dats all my brudds!

cheers! :D

Activities. Activities. Activities.

Hey. as promised... the recent activities over the past 2 weeks.

1) FeatherLite outing with Syazana

2) Night cycling to Sanziro FC training ground.

3) BV cliques raye outing.(FL, UNION, and the girls grp. i forgot their name. lol! )

4) FL outing again.

5) Deals

6) Soccer

so much things to blog no time to blog. will blog abt these things slowly ah. haha!

1) FL outing with Syazana!

1) FL outing with syazana... nash gf. was great! it's been more than 2 yrs since we met. i think.... haha. we met nash at abt 12.30 pm at raffles place mrt. den we go solat jumaat at masjid 'underground'. haha. its fun. aft dat we head down to mind's cafe nearby. we had lots lots of fun there. the usual FL inside jokes. haha. damn funny. wokayys. oh yar. we were celebrating syaz bday. haha. although its so belated. haha. had so much fun disturbing her again. been missing that for a long time. haha. that day was yad's first formal intro to her. haha. that was funny. haha. yad seems quiet dat day. haha. maybe he malu2 ah. okay ah. enuff talk. here's the pictures. haha!

our pic... i edited. i think its nice. the rabbit was super cool. cant stop laughing at it. haha! the ears flapped dammit! haha! nyway, i love my hair in this pic. haha! school's coming. gonna cut it again. wheeee!
Cheeky here. cheeky...
i swear she wasn't looking at the cam! hahahaha!
Nash said this was our precious gay moment. haha. kuang asam.
me spoiling their precious "moment"! elehh. moment konon! :P

2) night cycling to Sanziro training ground

haha. this trip is the furthest ive travelled so far... its frm bedok to woodlands.

we started at about 12am. finish at around 8.30am. super long. its one of the most memorable trip ever! haha. together with nizam, jam, din and zaki. haha. super fun! the next cycling trip will be a day trip to cycle the whole of singapore. can't wait for that! these are the pics. all pics taken frm jam's cam. ahaha! damn cool.

I swear this pic Nizam looks gay. haha!
Under Coach's block 3am. haha! u can see the 786E at the back. haha!
We reached Sanziro Training Pitch. its 3am.n drizzling. so its kinda dark. cant see the goalpost n all... haha!
I really like this pic! DIN'S Road To Hell. muahahahaha!!!
This was taken near Yishun Stadium
me and zak's bike. i super love my Raleigh bike man... haha! sweet! :D
This was taken at a pit stop somewhere in hougang. haha.
I fixed din's bike after his brake got problem 1/4 of the way. haha.

3) BV cliques raye

HAHA! BV cliques raye was great! manage to catch up on stuff. i missed last year's raye cos was busy on smething. :( this year since shah, nash can cme along so i oso go ah! haha. that day was a sat. i went there aft training with aniq. Aniq is UNION. Im FL. so hahaha. unfortunately FL strength lacking zaki. he don wana go. *sigh*. yad was nt frm BV so tak ajak ah. kesian member kat rumah tak dpt duit. haha. we went 10 houses that day i think. didnt go my house. cos no one at home ah... frm 12pm to 12am this whole raye outing. haha.

i was so tired that went bed straight and didnt wake up till abt 10.45am on sun. Yes!!! i missed the match against E.D.S FC. damn!! this is the HONEST reason. although i felt shagged out to play a game too. this one oso honest. haha! Kesian dorg kalah.... tu ah aniq! tak nak kejot aku! hahaha!

ok ah. overall i enjoyed the outing. this are the pics:

nash n syaz aready left. kecot! kan aku ngan shah kene gay same2... haha
i dunno y... bt ain n aniq got a 'parallel' smile. haha. if u dont believe go measure. hahaha
is this a fun shot or what??!! look at suhaila man! Dang! btol nye fun! hahahahahahaha!!
Them Boys. without shah n hakim. haha!

will be updating soon!!

alamak. its been quite some time since i blogged. cos too busy lah! ok ah. just blogged here to inform u i will blog abt the many many many events that happened last few weeks.

yea u would expect. its gonna be a long one. hehe.

ok days all!

cheers! :D

hari raya. soccer... again. haha!

okay man. its been 1 week since i blogged. cos ive been busy lately. hari raya... fyp... ebay... deals.

haha! hari raya was great as usual. actually i don't quite like the money part. cos i feel im damn old to receive. ppl nowadays, evn the tua2 bangkas like me. look forward to hari raya cos 'can get a lot of money'. -.- its like their main motive. money money money. they shld look forward to reunion with families/relatives/cousins/friends. cos we have learnt jalinan silaturrahim tidak boleh diberi, dipotong dan dipisah. tak seperti duit... u want money go work ah!! getting green packets is just a bonus... if u happen to get... alhamdulillah. be thanks to god.

i don't count my money/how many green packets i got. i dont want to even remember who gave me $x or who gave $y... its not that. the money i got will slowly leech out on deals/my business or will be put in bank.

just now i played soccer from 4.30pm till 9.30pm. 5 hrs! the feeling: damn shiok to the core!! ahaha! its been a long time ive played like this. haha! i played mainly in defense with my best partner, nizam. my team: me, nizam, farid and ah huat. yes! ah huat! the mentally retarded guy. hahaha! he played keeper. haha. okk... we went on for 4 league games unbeaten!! wohoo! we played damn good. slick passing. excellent teamwork. i set up n scored most of the goals. i think im almost back to my best! hahaha! just now i dribbled past 3 players tricking them all before i scored. hahaha! damn cool. also my shot have much much more power. i remembered having a clean strike and it rattled the bar quite long. and the ball rebounded fast off it. haha! damn cool. i like to hear the sound of the tiang rattling. maybe thats why i got my nickname 'tiang'. haha!

still feeling the after effects now. damn tired. minor ankle inury. and a bit of a bruised toe. cos i accidentally shot the floor instead of the ball. u heard it right. the floor! haha. dont laugh! pain u noe! haha.

btw, i had sweet ebay deals this past week. PS3 game, midnight club: LA for $12. adidas soccer boots, old version one, just for training purposes for $15 only! damn syiok! haha! midnight club deal done. soccer boots will deal on tuesday. 1.30pm. dunno whether to buy nfs carbon or not. ebay selling for $15 now... arrrrr..... plus! im having a deal tmr 1.30pm at jurong point. very far. its for my gta4. im selling it away, cos i think its boring. the pc one much much better.

upcoming plans:

tmr - deal at jurong. 1.30pm

Fri - celebrate Syazana's birthday at raffles. dunno ah where. nash bringing us. haha.

sat/sun - jalan raye most prob.

mon - maybe jln raye with soccer gangs.

tues - deal at sembawang. 1.30pm

wed - Night cycling with FL and syazani, nizam and hafizzudin. hehe. guaranteed fun! Destination: Truth. haha! dunno ah. not confirm yet. haha!

alright ah thats all for today. gona blog about something else at a later time.

cheers! :D

-1.39AM

happy happy

its been some time since i blogged. very lazy ah. haha

ok ah. on monday had buke/outing with my pri sch friends, Jiwas... about 11 ppl came. almost full strength. haha! cool. i enjoyed the time together. it was fun. haha.

we buke at nasrin, at arab street. the f0od was not that good, esp with a price like that! i spent $10.90 on fish n chips. i can get a better tasting fish n chips at simpang bedok. plus! the food came 1hr late. we were very angry. some of them ordered kebab bal. that was worst. for $11.90, u get only 6 pcs of small chicken drumlets. hahaha. Advice: don't go there if u hacve no budget for $20++ food. haha.

after that we went karaokeing at cash studio bedok central. haha. it was near my house so i suggested it. muahahaha! it was great playing around. singing. hahaha!!!

after going out with them... i met din n nizam. we go qiam together. that was their 1st time qiaming... so i became the mentor... lol!! i tell you... it was one of the funniest nights ever!!! hahaha! totally enjoyable but tired. still feeling the effects till today! but i may want to go again this thurs. haha! can't wait!

today playing st soccer with geng bola... hehe. can't wait!

ok ah... here are the pics for the outing/buke! :

ok dats all!!

cheers! :D

sanziro. buke

today had training with sanziro members at woodlands. u heard me rite woodlands. last minute change venue to there. lucky got din. he drove there. so we all tompang him ah. haha!

wokayys... so the training was very much unprepared for. cos everyone thought coach is handling the training. as im the so called aniq's 'adviser'... i was unprepared too. haha! so as we were unprepared... i can say that aniq handled the training well. well done. haha! but to be honest i don't quite like the shooting practice style. its not only today. but everytime its practiced too. its like kinda waste time. with others watching u shoot 5/8 balls. i prefer it differently. but nevermind...

after all these time training... i finally got the touch of the 'sweet' spot for shooting. those soccer players know what the 'sweet' spot is... its when u shoot and there's no 'kpak' sound when u strike it. its just... 'bhoom'!! and i manage to use this skill at st soccer now. n my shots are more powerful than a few months back. hehe... cool shit.

also, training went well. i played quite well. at least my play in field has improved. now im playing with confidence. but im still getting back to my previous form before injury. and not to mention... getting back to full fitness. yesterday playing st soccer. i had a bit of an injury scare. cos man rembat peh powerful hit my leg. and it twisted a bit. but luckily i have recovered in time for just now's training. hehe. hope i get to my full form and fitness fast enough before the next match! hehe.

on the way and back from training in din's car... i, nizam and jam sat at the back of the 8 seater car... it was chaos! haha! we were so noisy that by the looks of farid's face... he looks annoyed. hahaha! bt that was the purpose basically. hahaha! nizam kept on disturbing isaac and ilyas. haha. hell. it was chaos. muahahaha...

went to mr teh tarik at tamp to buke. den went home.

tmr nizam coming for qiam together with azam... so syiok guaranteed! haha! fun fun fun. can't wait! hope more people can join in too.

orite. gotta eat now!

cheers! :D

- 12.58AM

zip

hey. something funny... i never zip my pants when i go out! this whole week is plenty of it! haha! no wonder ppl in the mrt looks at me very different. haha! its not on purpose. haha!

yesterday worse! when terawih was about to start. i rabe rabe myself to check2... haha! then poof! i realised i have not zip my pants! that means from home... to bus stop to bus to walk to mosque to standing up in mosque... i did not zip! haha!

but on tues was el classico. did not zip my pants frm home to sch. btw journey to sch is 1 hr and i did not zip until in sch in toilet when i want to unzip my pants. hahaha!! no wonder that chiobu in mrt kept looking 'down'. no wonder.... haha. she saw it! yes! hahahaha!

there are more incident throughout the week when i did not zip my pants.

silly me! haha!

alhamdulillah. terawih was so far good to me. everytime when i went i did 20. so far this year i have missed 7 days of terawih. not because i don't wana go. cos i can't go. cos need to do something more important. haha. yeah true! i think today, tmr n monday will be missing terawih oso.

cos today after soccer training at bgps, will play soccer at 138.

tmr cant go cos iftar together with bvss members. aft that soccer at simpang st soccer.

mon got iftar with jiwa!! wohoo! can't wait to see them. its been a long long long time. im looking forward to seeing the ns guys, adi, faj, bai, malaque. haha! yea.... hope she can come. i think she will come cos she want our votes for idol. muahahaha! kd kd...

tonite BPL resumes... Man City vs Arsenal. how i want Vermaelen to injure Adebayor. maybe break his leg or smth. anything will do. just injure that bastard. i dun care. Adebayor: get ready for the boo boo boys n get ready to BE the ball. i dun think the gunners will treat u lightly.

ok man(mahn)!

dats all.

cheers! :D

-2.55PM - 1.35mins till i leave for soccer training at BGPS. cant wait! im conducting the training with aniq. hehe.

post.video

I have posted something rather controversial abt Sanziro... its in my private blog. those who want to have a look at my blog do tell me! haha. its nothing bad. just some points to look into... dats all.

ok! here's a video i make a long long long time ago. super cute! haha! enjoy!

Cheers! :D

- 11.42PM

soccer.ps3

hey... just now played soccer with the geng bola... long time never play. haikal came and we catch things up! grreeat! haha. farid and aniq did not came cos of work. haizz....

i played pretty well today. im proud of myself. hehe. did my usual best... king of cucuk! hahaha! i played in defense along with my best defensive partner nizam. haha. we were unbeatable for most games. i n din scored most of them. i created most of the goals too. haha! i begin to realise im getting back to my form. cool.

but the best news is that im came through unscathered! complete injury-free! wohoo! 1st time! haha. maybe tmr wana play again. let see. hmm...

i think i wana get a racing game for my ps3 ah. like so boring now no more games to play except for Fifa09 and ninja gaiden. i have completed raw vs smackdown 09. kinda cool. ninja gaiden is so damn tough! that game make me suffer from excessive swearing, extreme aggravation and controller throwing!! haha! im now at chapter 6. 6 more to go! but now stuck at chapter 6. dang!! gona try my luck now ah! haha!

cheers! :D

- 3.10AM

soccer. life. what happen?

hehe... today gonna play soccer with st soccer members. haikal coming. so gooood! haha.

now supposedly to meet them. but i think aft buke then ill play. cos lazy ar... just now never sahur properly. haha! u noe what i eat... 2 pcs of nugget and plain rice. dats all. cos i woke up at 5.15am. LOL!

Fifa10 coming up soon. once it reaches the stores ill grab it! confirm! haha. just finished playing Fifa09... nowadays my form has dipped. last time can go up to 15 games unbeaten! now keep on losing to simple players. haiz... my %win also has gone down to 69% from 72%. sad.

my list of what i wana buy:

1) FIFA10

2) Opeth concert ticket

3) Business

haha. business meaning i buy online and sell again. hehe. im gona kickstart it back!

I have won an authentic liverpool jersey. price: $8!!! kinda cool! so gona pay later.

wheee!!! After that im gona sell it back online for much higher price. last time i sold a liv torres jersey for $40. i bought it for $18 only. sui! earn earn earn. profit profit profit!

my philosophy of the month: whatever you do... remember to live your life!

hehe... that has many meanings. define it yourself!

more philosophies to come. i love inventing new ones...

alright gotta bathe soon! haha! whats the time man...

cheers!:D